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And the years keep adding

Sep 13, 2004 23:43

Heres another entry on how much i hate school. I dont understand y i am going to do it for another 5+ years...Shit dude isnt 12 years enough what more can you learn. i can honestly say that everything i think i will ever need to know i learned every year until 3rd grade. Most people would say kindergarded but shit i couldnt multipy or divide in ( Read more... )

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I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:05:14 UTC

Hey mister, i definitely understand how you feel, and if you go i go! And you didn't want to start one of these bad boys, you are just hilarious let me say! You are going to make me laugh even more now! And as for what we would do after school, at this point I don't think I care so much as long as it isn't in that room! With that woman, but if we leave I don't know what will happen, but you know I am not sure I care so much. Well you are funny is all I can say

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:15:49 UTC

yeah dude i dont know though. you know we will miss it at least a little bit. although the time and less stress would be very nice theres just something about that class. its strange. im glad i can make you laugh and at least now if we both skip out on yearbook we will have a place to talk...here and aol where we talk constantly anyway

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:19:16 UTC

yes yes well as you said, like well 5 seconds ago that i could just as easily put this in that little box, but hey this is more fun! i know we would miss it a little bit but the ability to go to school with out the impending doom of 7th period and beyond looming over our heads, that would just make me feel so much better all day long.

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:22:46 UTC

i must agree with you there. but NO NEW YORK i mean that would be so killer. i like the word choice there marisa "impending doom of 7th period and beyond looming over our heads" you should consider a career in writing scary books or something

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:24:35 UTC

Ah well those trips yes, hmm, that is a lot to give up. But, I will be going up there this summer plus Vancouver so i think i will live. yes well i am good what can i say. but you know if we didn't have all this yrbk nonsense we would be able to have a life!

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:28:39 UTC

yes a life...i wouldnt know what to do with myself. But a trip to new york with family isnt the same as with pubs i dont know y but dude that trip sophomore year was so sic it wasnt even funny...thats my only hesitation about now im like duuuude i need to go back to new york...but the way it seems now there are a lot more pro's than con's for quiting yearbook. so if friday goes down the way i think it will i think we are done. this is so weird to contemplate im like dude what the hell. i dont know whats going on in my life my brain is fried i cant think.. i dont even know how you have to feel with your hard classes. i mean shit if i had those i think i would have a room in bellevue right now.

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:31:39 UTC

Yes the trips and the kids i actually like in pubs are the only things that make me hesitant to leave, but then i think of the happiness and the stress relief that it would all bring and i really wonder if it is worth it to stay, and i am not thinking it is. this is strange to contemplate quitting for real for real now, before it was just grrr i hate this but now i really mean it with all my being. yeah it isn't easy let me tell you. another reason i wanna leave.

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:35:45 UTC

yes the kids i dont want to burden them that much CUZ THAT WOULD BE A LOT but what if we are wrong what if this year is going to change.i think we need to see what the new schedule will look like now that its fall i mean you know how much fun that class could be but if the nazi keeps it this way i will put an ice pick into my right eye. i dont know though everything is pointing to a new class come monday but its like i know that no matter what happens i will miss it. plus its kinda fucked to leave them clueless cuz even if marty stays they are royaly fucked. i still want to quit though

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:40:05 UTC

it is a lot to put on them and i would feel bad about it all. but you know i cannot take it, i took it all last year. but that was so much different. it has potential of course, but what happens if it stays the same how can we subject ourselves to that torture? i don't know that i will miss it, i think i will miss the people. but other then that life will move on, because ur gonna be my white brother foreva. marty don't count on him staying if we go. that is the underlying thing is that we want to quit

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:44:16 UTC

your right there. I dont know how much longer i can stand this the way it is...if something isnt worked out soon i will explode and i you thought i was yelling at ms parks on friday damn she better get ready. cuz there will be swearing and louder voices and yeah dude. I dont know though im so torn here i cant really decide i mean everything is pointing to leaving but i know once im gone i will drive myself crazy thinking about it and shit but if i stay im just going to die a horrible horrible death. what do we do marisa i know you have to be hesitant other than leaving the kids i mean damn this has been my life for 3 years how can one person fuck it up so bad

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:49:31 UTC

I feel that. i don't want one incompetent person to ruin it all. i don't know what to say. it is hard. i don't know if i want this to be my life for much longer. maybe it is meant for it to be over for me. i am not happy. and i mean that with every inch of my being. and how can i live my last year of childhood being miserable? it is worth it?

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 00:53:15 UTC

i dont know thats my point...we are both looking at this the exact same way. i dont know what i want i know i want to be out of this but it is letting her fuck it all up and i dont know if i will be able to let the 5 unexperienced kids try to take it over because we were uncommited. and i know its not just that its that its just fucking with both of us too much right now i mean i cant stay like this longer and i know you cant but i want to think its going to change someway. but shit dude. i dont know

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:56:41 UTC

don't you think i want to see some good some where in this mess of things? i really do, but i have been looking and i cannot find it for the life of me! i want to stay, to see it through, to see them through, to go new fun places, to know that there will be smart ppl left in there next year but i do not know if i can take it.

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 00:57:31 UTC

and hey no damn it! but i refuse to place a bet on it!

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! dont_get_close September 14 2004, 01:01:37 UTC

it is strange that we are both in the same boat here... the only conclusion i can draw is that we both want out no 2 ways about it. the only thing left that is killing me is the kids man that is so much shit they are going to have to undertake but i know i cant keep doing it i dont know i just wish we werent the only 2 experienced people in that class

Re: I hope you know you fuckin rock!!! shikavonita September 14 2004, 01:04:17 UTC

dude we are telapathic or psycopathic haha. yes i know we are, that is what is harder, because if we leave what do they do? we cannot keep doing it we will go nuts, and i cannot do it because i may very well kill some one

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