i wanna be a tree
i was asked today if i could be anything in the world what would i wanna be. I never answered this question because i had no idea. When i got home today i fell asleep. While i was sleeping i had a dream that the world ended and i was still there trapped in a rainforest. the first thing i remember was me saying to myself where is everybody. I was the only living thing in my dream and i thought it was kinda odd. the only things i remember around me were a bunch of trees then i started thinking about trees, being a tree would be the best thing in the world because a lot of the time i like to just sit and watch and other times i have to be the center of everything. Well if i was a tree i could just hang out and watch all the time because trees are so bad ass they live for like 300 years so i would see a lot of stuff. then when im an old tree i will be huge and everyone will be amazed. Oh and i cant be cut down damnit. Really though be a tree would rock hardcore. Other than that i could just as well be dead because life so far looks to be like one big bummer. i think i explained all that last time. but really we are just being trained to reproduce and die and the cycle continues. I miss kairos. Kairos is the greatest thing ever and everytime another kairos leaves i just think about my time and i dont think there has been any trip or experience that i would rather repeat. Its a feeling better than any high or anything ever. Im not sure what but come on it has been 7 months since my 4 day retreat and i still miss it like hell. You all who havent gone really need to go. Yeah but im done kairos makes my thought process go to oracle so i see you on the other side homeslices.