Im only happy when it rains

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WEll today was blah just like thew weekend. Lately i have been very sedated i sometimes dont reamember what happened like 20 minutes earlier. This is your mind one drugs. Well yeah dude d really dont want to attend school tomorrow school has loast all entertaining value(not that there was much to begin with) but i used to not mind school but now i just hate it. i figure life after school blows even more than school because all you have time to do is work and sleep. Work consumes all of your time because you have to pay for all the nice things you want and you need to sleep or you will get fiiired so i figure the only happy people in the world are bums. the only thing bums have to worry about is what they are going to eat. I mean seriously money is too important in this country. But thats obvious so who gives a fuck right. my parents are leaving town this weekend to go to me house in mexico and i kinda want to go but not really. mexico would kinda be nice this weekend but i also just want to chill. I have been so drained lately and i dont really do anything. i mean today i worked and that takes about as much effort as sleeping. Oh and i was glad to find out that kevin smith revived View askew productions. that makes me happy. i wish i grew up in the 60s or in new jersey. I have never met anyone from new jersey that i didnt like. they fucking rule. and the 60s would have rocked so much. i would have been a hippy live in a tent ah kinda like my parents. yeah dude that would rule. but id be old now and that would suck hardcore. i need to get less fat. i was skinny once last year but that kinda went away. i dont like being fat it sucks so i am going to loose weight now. i like sleep sleep is good..i wish humans hibernated for like uhhh 11 of the 12 months and the 1 month we were awake all we would do is fuck and eat. that would be the life. i would be a very happy person. i love rain dude rain fucking rules i could stand in the rain for like 6000 hours straight it makes me feel good for some reason. i love lightning an rain and thunder the whole package. it is great. rain at the beach is even better.
i dont know what to say so what who gives a fuck. ha korn rules. so yeah im outta here kids. untill next time. although marisa is the only person who reads these.(if you happen to read this reply and say you did damnit)