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So, um, I ought to be doing well, since I'm on meds that seem to be working quite well overall. Also, I have a Boy Friend moving distinctly towards Boyfriend, and I have talked to him about depression and cutting and he didn't freak out. But I've been getting flickers of depression again along the lines of "hey, remember when I tried to convince you you didn't deserve friends? well, well-played on that, but let's talk about this new relationship of yours...". And contemplating cutting again, after a while without, partly just to have some kind of physical... something. So, um, yeah. I don't really know what to do about this.