lonely, i'm mister lonely, i have nobody to call my ownnnnn....ahhhhhh
i have tried so hard to be positive.
to be fun.
to be awesome to be around despite being sad and alone.
but anyone who has been there knows how hard that is when EVERYONE around you is a couple.
when all your time is spent with people in love with other people and you are the only one who doesnt have anyone to go home to and cuddle with and generally give to.
its so depressing.
and dont get me wrong...i have the best time with erin and theo and we all get along well, but then at the end of the night they go into erins room and i go into mine which is always empty.
and this happens with everyone i hang out with.
alissa is always about brandon, and shawn is always about matt, and alyssa is always about whoever she's seeing or sleeping with, and its like constant.
i have no one to go out and meet guys with, like at all.
yes, i am in a sorority and we have mixers, but they are with the same guys that are fratboys [and i am so done with fratboys after this] and its such superficial crap.
its not like i'm ugly, or stupid, or quiet and reserved.
i dont understand what the issue is.
maybe i'm not ready to move on...
can you move on when you're still in love?
to be fun.
to be awesome to be around despite being sad and alone.
but anyone who has been there knows how hard that is when EVERYONE around you is a couple.
when all your time is spent with people in love with other people and you are the only one who doesnt have anyone to go home to and cuddle with and generally give to.
its so depressing.
and dont get me wrong...i have the best time with erin and theo and we all get along well, but then at the end of the night they go into erins room and i go into mine which is always empty.
and this happens with everyone i hang out with.
alissa is always about brandon, and shawn is always about matt, and alyssa is always about whoever she's seeing or sleeping with, and its like constant.
i have no one to go out and meet guys with, like at all.
yes, i am in a sorority and we have mixers, but they are with the same guys that are fratboys [and i am so done with fratboys after this] and its such superficial crap.
its not like i'm ugly, or stupid, or quiet and reserved.
i dont understand what the issue is.
maybe i'm not ready to move on...
can you move on when you're still in love?