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[donnamadonna]

i hate this.
i make myself vulnerable.
i make myself more open then i've allowed myself to be in years.
and he took that and gave me the proverbial finger...while i was ROLLING no less...

common sense much?

i am so hurt and so angry and so fucking sad.
my heart is really fucking broken...and i hate him for it.

[[song i wrote a few months ago...i'm deleting it off my computer b/c, honestly, fuck it]]

"You Should"

You kiss like how you are
Gentle and sustaining
You hold me when it’s cold
Give me shelter when it’s raining
You smile like how you smell
Warm genuine and real
I feel so overwhelmed
But I can’t help the way I feel

And I won’t apologize
Cuz I’m too lost in your eyes
This sun will never set
From you I’ll take what I can get
And I know that you
Feel something for me too
So love me if you could
You should

I want you to touch me
Always and forever
I can’t keep my hands off you
I’ve given up on sounding clever
I can’t even try to be cool
There’s so sense in trying
I only end up looking like a tool
Stop me if I’m lying

And I won’t apologize
Cuz I’m too lost in your eyes
This sun will never set
From you I’ll take what I can get
And I know that you
Feel something for me too
So love me if you could
You should