Jul 21, 2005 20:32
im happy we talked last night. it meant so much to me. you're my girl b. nothing will ever change that. yeah for a bit we aint gonna see eachother. but im still here for you. im still here for you to talk to...about anything. you know me. i lefted your brother not you. joe and i...where to begin. we dont click. thinking back there was never really a spark. just misplaced feeling and sex. did we ever actually love eachother? looking back i dont think we did. i know we care for eachother though. but whatever. im in a happy place now. not always happy... i miss you and the fun times we had. but i know you as a friend and my friends that i love will always be in my life. you're always going to be with me. when you turn 21 i will be there drinking it up with you. like i told you before. you have a beautiful soul. you arent full of hate b. you're full of love. you love many and care deeply.