raising the bar
so in one aspect of my life, I've raised the bar, and in another it may be slowly slipping.
my standard for guys has risen maybe a little bit to high, hehe. i'm begining to learn how to play the game and boys are falling for it. maybe it's insensitive, but so fun. every time we go out it's like a 'who can work the bar better' game. current boy toy #1- hot as hell, pro golfer, 25, had the DTR talk before i would ever consider having it. maybe Ill find someone I like out of this, but i really don't want to be in a relationship. it just occupies my mind to have people to think (and talk) about. perhaps it's become too distracting to my school work though.. actually Im sure of it. but I kind of needed it this semester. a little slap in the face.
on another note, I've never hated (and not understood) a class so much in my life! i h8 physics. the teacher is a joke, and with a 40% on every test I can make a C in the class...I don't even know if I can come NEAR 40% on the final.. ughhhh. My other classes are OK, chem. is a little hard but i could def have tried a little harder this semester. oops. good thing is I've figured a lot of things out about myself and school this semester, and I know next semester that bar will be right back up there so i'm not overly worried.
life in a nutshell :)
my standard for guys has risen maybe a little bit to high, hehe. i'm begining to learn how to play the game and boys are falling for it. maybe it's insensitive, but so fun. every time we go out it's like a 'who can work the bar better' game. current boy toy #1- hot as hell, pro golfer, 25, had the DTR talk before i would ever consider having it. maybe Ill find someone I like out of this, but i really don't want to be in a relationship. it just occupies my mind to have people to think (and talk) about. perhaps it's become too distracting to my school work though.. actually Im sure of it. but I kind of needed it this semester. a little slap in the face.
on another note, I've never hated (and not understood) a class so much in my life! i h8 physics. the teacher is a joke, and with a 40% on every test I can make a C in the class...I don't even know if I can come NEAR 40% on the final.. ughhhh. My other classes are OK, chem. is a little hard but i could def have tried a little harder this semester. oops. good thing is I've figured a lot of things out about myself and school this semester, and I know next semester that bar will be right back up there so i'm not overly worried.
life in a nutshell :)