trying something new

[done_with_class]

alright well I wrote a long entry then it disappeared! It had something to do with mine and david's break up. I have been thinking that maybe it would be helpful to write when I'm feeling upset. So I'm going to try something new. Its been really hard and I think I need to change my strategy about how I'm going to recover quicker. At first I thought

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[ziegeen_kwaad]

awww baby girl i miss you :( you know if you ever need someone to talk to i'm just a phone call away. although it's frustrating at first, i always find the best way to get over someone is to avoid contact for a bit. maybe even try pursuing new interests whether it be another guy friend or just a new hobby, something that will help to shift your focus for a little bit. you're beautiful, inside and out, and deserve nothing but someone who can fully appreciate that. knowing that you're not tied down is probably really refreshing, but don't give up on auburn just yet because of a boy. you chose that school for a reason in the beginning without david in the picture, give yourself a little bit of time to recover and you might realize it's still where you want to be. i feel like anywhere i am, whenever i go through a breakup i just want to leave and be somewhere different. but once i'm over it, things are for the better.

<3<3<3

[done_with_class]

thanks ntashooshka, I know it will get better it's just not easy right now. I'm not givin up on Auburn just yet. I'm fo sho going to be here in the spring give it another semester but lately I have been bored here, maybe I've just had enough of living in a small town. I'm def not letting this situation make the decision for me because i know boys come and go but we'll see. miss you

[ma_rinascita]

"I really do feel I deserve better, that I deserve someone that will love me for everything I am and make his world turn around me and that I will do the same."

i couldn't agree more with what you wrote. i'm really sorry to hear that things ended with you guys, but honestly if he's not doing EVERYTHING in his power to make you happy, he doesn't deserve YOU. you're a really sweet girl and it's really upsetting to know he took that for granted.

but girlfriend calling him when you're upset is totally not how you make anything better, or calling him at all for that matter. your wounds need to heal and honestly until you're happy again i wouldn't even let you pick up the phone.

like i know we're not really close but i'm totally not going to hear of him not treating you right. he needs to obviously learn how to really care about someone still, but not at your expense <3

[done_with_class]

Thank you. Yeah it's not easy,he says its because he needs to figure things out on his own but I don't believe that part. But I realized calling him isn't going to help this weekend. I just posted something else that says the same thing but he's basically been MIA for 36 hours or so. idk where he is, and he's doing a shitty job being a friend when he promised he'd be here for me the whole time. Oh well. I realize he's not going to be the one to help me through because really he's the one that put me in this situation. Hopefully we can still be friends in the future but I think for right now I'm going to cut all ties for as long as I think I need to <3