The Mall!
SO THINGS AREN'T REALLY DIFFERENT BETWEEN ME AND DAN AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL THEY ARE NOW, AND I AM HONESTLY TO THE POINT WHERE I DON'T CARE. I CALLED HIM TO TALK ABOUT STUFF LAST NIGHT AT ABOUT TEN AND WE ENDED UP TALKING UNTIL ONE BECAUSE HE WANTED ME TO BE ON THE PHONE WITH HIM WHEN HE TURNED EIGHTEEN. AND HE STILL HASN'T TOLD ME WHY HE WANTED ME ON THE PHONE.
WELL LISA CALLED ME THIS MORNING AND I WAS IN THE KITCHEN BUT I CALLED HER BACK AND WE ENDED UP TALKING FOR A LITTLE OVER TWO HOURS WHICH WAS COOL. THEN I WAS TANNING AND UMMM.. NOTHING HAPPENED HAHA. I MEAN I AM A LITTLE BIT MORE TAN, BUT NOT BY MUCH.
WELL DAN CALLED ME AND HE TOLD ME HE WANTED ME TO RIDE MY BIKE TO THE MALL TO SEE HIM. WELL THAT'S KINDA FAR AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT BY MYSELF, SO BASICALLY I SAID NO. WELL LISA NEEDED TO GET SHOES AND A HAT FOR SOMETHING SO SHE SAID SHE WOULD TAKE ME TO THE MALL AND WE WOULD SEE DAN. WELL THE BATTERY IN HER CAR WAS SO DEAD SO HER NEIGHBOR CHARGED IT FOR HER AND THEN SHE CAME AND GOT ME. WHEN WE WALKED UP WE SAWE DAN SITTING OUTSIDE AND IF IT WASN'T FOR LISA SAYING SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN IT WAS HIM. SO WE SAT OUTSIDE FOR OH MAYBE TWO MINUTES AND THEN WE WENT INSIDE SO DAN COULD LOOK AT CLOTHES. THEN WE WENT TO CHARLOTTE RUSSE SO LISA COULD GET HER HAT AND THEN SHE SAW THAT YOU COULD GET FIVE THONGS FOR FIFTEEN DOLLARS SO WHILE SHE WAS LOOKING AT THOSE DAN AND I WENT TO JOURNEYS AND HOT CATS. IT WAS SO WEIRD THOUGH BECAUSE HE WAS KINDA HUGGING ON ME IN CHARLOTTE RUSSE AND THEN WHEN WE WENT OVER TO ANCHOR BLUE HE WAS DOING IT THERE TOO. WELL I SAW MELISSA AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND DAN WAS LIKE SEE, MEANING SHE WAS CHECKING HIM OUT, AND I JUST TOLD HIM I KNEW HER AND SHE WASN'T CHECKING HIM OUT, AND HE SAID HE JUST WANTED TO LIKE MAKE ME JEALOUS. SORRY WASN'T. WELL THEN HE HAD TO GO TO THE ATM TO GET SOME MONEY AND LIKE ON THE WAY THERE WE SAW MATT, AND THIS OTHER GUY, WHO I DON'T KNOW. JASON TOLD ME IT'S BIG MIKE, BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW. AND THEN DAN GOT HIS MONEY AND LISA WAS HUNGRY SO I WENT WITH HER TO THIS CHINESE PLACE WHILE SHE GOT HER FOOD. AND AS SHE WAS PAYING DAN COMES RUNNING UP TO ME AND PUTS HIS ARMS AROUND MY WAIST. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT JUST BECAUSE WHEN HE IS WITH HIS FRIENDS IT'S LIKE I DON'T EVEN EXIST. THEN LISA AND I ATE WHILE DAN WENT TO GO GET CLOTHES AND WE SAW MATT COME TO GET RICKY, AND THEN LIKE FIVE MINUTES LATER JASON CAME IN. LISA AND I YELLED JASON NAME REALLY LOUDLY AND LIKE EVERYONE LOOKED AT US, OH WELL. THEN WHEN WE GOT UP TO LEAVE WE SAW THEM GO INTO PACSUN SO THE THREE OF US WENT IN THERE. OH, FORGOT TO MENTION KELSEY DOUGLAS WORKS IN THEIR SO LISA AND I TALKED TO HER FOR A LITTLE BIT WHILE SHE WAS FOLDING CLOTHES. THEN I GUESS SINCE EVERYONE WAS THERE THEY WERE GOING TO LEAVE AND GO DO THEIR DRINKING. AND WHEN DAN WAS LEAVING HE JUST ASKED FOR A HUG AND I WAS LIKE NO, AND I WAS TOTALLY JOKING AND HE KNEW IT, BUT HE JUST WALKED AWAY LIKE HE DIDN'T CARE. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS WEIRD BUT THAT WAS TOTALLY NOT DAN. HE IS THE KIND OF PERSON WHEN I SAY THAT WOULD HAVE JUST GIVEN ME A HUG, BUT I GUESS I FORGOT THAT HIS FRIENDS WERE THERE SO IT'S LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST. I EVEN ASKED LISA IF SHE GOT WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT AND SHE SAW IT TO. I HATE THE FEELING THAT HE ACTS SO DIFFERENT AROUND HIS FRIENDS, IT'S LIKE THE DAN THAT I KNOW ISN'T WHO HE REALLY IS, BUT WHATEVER, I AM SICK OF IT NOW. I HOPE HE HAS A FUN BIRTHDAY.
SO LISA AND I WENT TO GO GET HER SHOES THAT SHE NEEDED TO PT IN ROTC. WE WENT TO LADY FOOTLOCKER AND THE GUY THERE WAS KINDA WEIRD. BUT SHE GOT HER SHOES AND THEN WE LEFT. IT WAS FUNNY BECAUSE AS WE WERE DRIVING THESE GUYS IN THIS GREEN TRUCK PULLED UP NEXT TO US AND WERE SAYING STUFF TO US, NOT LIKE LISA AND I COULD HEAR THEM. WELL THEN WE DECIDED TO PUT THE TOP DOWN, SO WE DID AT THE LIGHT. AND WHEN I LOOKED BACK AT THE GUY HE GAVE ME THIS HUGE SMILE, SO I SMILED BACK! HE WASN'T HOT THOUGH, BUMMER!
OH I FORGOT TO ALSO MENTION THAT WHEN WE WERE AT ANCHOR BLUE I SAW JORDAN MILLER. I TALKED TO HIM ABOUT WHAT HAD GONE ON WITH ASHLEY AND HIM AND I WERE COOL. I HUGGED HIM BEFORE HE LEFT TOO, AND HIS MOM SAW AND I THINK JORDAN WAS KINDA EMBARRESED. HIS MOM WAS TALKING TO ME THOUGH WHILE DJ AND JORDAN WERE TRYING TO CLOTHES, SHES REALLY COOL. AND THEN LISA WAS LOOKING AT THONGS IN ANCHOR BLUE AND THAT'S WHEN I SAW JORDAN AFTER HE WAS DONE TRYING ON CLOTHES SO I HAD HIM COME OVER AND LISA WAS TALKING TO DJ AND I WAS TALKING TO JORDAN RIGHT NEXT TO THE THONGS, PRETTY FUNNY. OKAY NOT REALLY!
SO THAT'S BEEN MY UMMM.. EXCITING DAY. NOT REALLY. I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM GOING TO DO THIS WEEKEND. PROBABLY SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE BOYS! JUST BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, I AM JUST SO TIRED OF THEM AND THEIR BULLSHIT, EXCEPT JEREMY AND MIKEY BECAUSE THEY ROCK LIKE THAT. AND IT ISN'T LIKE I HAVE TALKED TO MATT THESE DAYS, SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HIM. LISA SAID HIS PERFORMANCE AT WALDENS WAS PRETTY GOOD FOR HIS FIRST TIME. DAMN! I SO WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN, I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT THAT STILL. I AM NOT GOING TO CALL HIM THOUGH JUST BECAUSE HE SAID HE WOULD CALL ME SO LET'S SEE HOW LONG THAT TAKES!
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~ MIKAYLA
WELL LISA CALLED ME THIS MORNING AND I WAS IN THE KITCHEN BUT I CALLED HER BACK AND WE ENDED UP TALKING FOR A LITTLE OVER TWO HOURS WHICH WAS COOL. THEN I WAS TANNING AND UMMM.. NOTHING HAPPENED HAHA. I MEAN I AM A LITTLE BIT MORE TAN, BUT NOT BY MUCH.
WELL DAN CALLED ME AND HE TOLD ME HE WANTED ME TO RIDE MY BIKE TO THE MALL TO SEE HIM. WELL THAT'S KINDA FAR AND I AM NOT GOING TO DO THAT BY MYSELF, SO BASICALLY I SAID NO. WELL LISA NEEDED TO GET SHOES AND A HAT FOR SOMETHING SO SHE SAID SHE WOULD TAKE ME TO THE MALL AND WE WOULD SEE DAN. WELL THE BATTERY IN HER CAR WAS SO DEAD SO HER NEIGHBOR CHARGED IT FOR HER AND THEN SHE CAME AND GOT ME. WHEN WE WALKED UP WE SAWE DAN SITTING OUTSIDE AND IF IT WASN'T FOR LISA SAYING SOMETHING I WOULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN IT WAS HIM. SO WE SAT OUTSIDE FOR OH MAYBE TWO MINUTES AND THEN WE WENT INSIDE SO DAN COULD LOOK AT CLOTHES. THEN WE WENT TO CHARLOTTE RUSSE SO LISA COULD GET HER HAT AND THEN SHE SAW THAT YOU COULD GET FIVE THONGS FOR FIFTEEN DOLLARS SO WHILE SHE WAS LOOKING AT THOSE DAN AND I WENT TO JOURNEYS AND HOT CATS. IT WAS SO WEIRD THOUGH BECAUSE HE WAS KINDA HUGGING ON ME IN CHARLOTTE RUSSE AND THEN WHEN WE WENT OVER TO ANCHOR BLUE HE WAS DOING IT THERE TOO. WELL I SAW MELISSA AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND DAN WAS LIKE SEE, MEANING SHE WAS CHECKING HIM OUT, AND I JUST TOLD HIM I KNEW HER AND SHE WASN'T CHECKING HIM OUT, AND HE SAID HE JUST WANTED TO LIKE MAKE ME JEALOUS. SORRY WASN'T. WELL THEN HE HAD TO GO TO THE ATM TO GET SOME MONEY AND LIKE ON THE WAY THERE WE SAW MATT, AND THIS OTHER GUY, WHO I DON'T KNOW. JASON TOLD ME IT'S BIG MIKE, BUT I STILL DON'T KNOW. AND THEN DAN GOT HIS MONEY AND LISA WAS HUNGRY SO I WENT WITH HER TO THIS CHINESE PLACE WHILE SHE GOT HER FOOD. AND AS SHE WAS PAYING DAN COMES RUNNING UP TO ME AND PUTS HIS ARMS AROUND MY WAIST. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT I THINK ABOUT THAT JUST BECAUSE WHEN HE IS WITH HIS FRIENDS IT'S LIKE I DON'T EVEN EXIST. THEN LISA AND I ATE WHILE DAN WENT TO GO GET CLOTHES AND WE SAW MATT COME TO GET RICKY, AND THEN LIKE FIVE MINUTES LATER JASON CAME IN. LISA AND I YELLED JASON NAME REALLY LOUDLY AND LIKE EVERYONE LOOKED AT US, OH WELL. THEN WHEN WE GOT UP TO LEAVE WE SAW THEM GO INTO PACSUN SO THE THREE OF US WENT IN THERE. OH, FORGOT TO MENTION KELSEY DOUGLAS WORKS IN THEIR SO LISA AND I TALKED TO HER FOR A LITTLE BIT WHILE SHE WAS FOLDING CLOTHES. THEN I GUESS SINCE EVERYONE WAS THERE THEY WERE GOING TO LEAVE AND GO DO THEIR DRINKING. AND WHEN DAN WAS LEAVING HE JUST ASKED FOR A HUG AND I WAS LIKE NO, AND I WAS TOTALLY JOKING AND HE KNEW IT, BUT HE JUST WALKED AWAY LIKE HE DIDN'T CARE. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS WEIRD BUT THAT WAS TOTALLY NOT DAN. HE IS THE KIND OF PERSON WHEN I SAY THAT WOULD HAVE JUST GIVEN ME A HUG, BUT I GUESS I FORGOT THAT HIS FRIENDS WERE THERE SO IT'S LIKE I DIDN'T EXIST. I EVEN ASKED LISA IF SHE GOT WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT AND SHE SAW IT TO. I HATE THE FEELING THAT HE ACTS SO DIFFERENT AROUND HIS FRIENDS, IT'S LIKE THE DAN THAT I KNOW ISN'T WHO HE REALLY IS, BUT WHATEVER, I AM SICK OF IT NOW. I HOPE HE HAS A FUN BIRTHDAY.
SO LISA AND I WENT TO GO GET HER SHOES THAT SHE NEEDED TO PT IN ROTC. WE WENT TO LADY FOOTLOCKER AND THE GUY THERE WAS KINDA WEIRD. BUT SHE GOT HER SHOES AND THEN WE LEFT. IT WAS FUNNY BECAUSE AS WE WERE DRIVING THESE GUYS IN THIS GREEN TRUCK PULLED UP NEXT TO US AND WERE SAYING STUFF TO US, NOT LIKE LISA AND I COULD HEAR THEM. WELL THEN WE DECIDED TO PUT THE TOP DOWN, SO WE DID AT THE LIGHT. AND WHEN I LOOKED BACK AT THE GUY HE GAVE ME THIS HUGE SMILE, SO I SMILED BACK! HE WASN'T HOT THOUGH, BUMMER!
OH I FORGOT TO ALSO MENTION THAT WHEN WE WERE AT ANCHOR BLUE I SAW JORDAN MILLER. I TALKED TO HIM ABOUT WHAT HAD GONE ON WITH ASHLEY AND HIM AND I WERE COOL. I HUGGED HIM BEFORE HE LEFT TOO, AND HIS MOM SAW AND I THINK JORDAN WAS KINDA EMBARRESED. HIS MOM WAS TALKING TO ME THOUGH WHILE DJ AND JORDAN WERE TRYING TO CLOTHES, SHES REALLY COOL. AND THEN LISA WAS LOOKING AT THONGS IN ANCHOR BLUE AND THAT'S WHEN I SAW JORDAN AFTER HE WAS DONE TRYING ON CLOTHES SO I HAD HIM COME OVER AND LISA WAS TALKING TO DJ AND I WAS TALKING TO JORDAN RIGHT NEXT TO THE THONGS, PRETTY FUNNY. OKAY NOT REALLY!
SO THAT'S BEEN MY UMMM.. EXCITING DAY. NOT REALLY. I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM GOING TO DO THIS WEEKEND. PROBABLY SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE BOYS! JUST BECAUSE RIGHT NOW, I AM JUST SO TIRED OF THEM AND THEIR BULLSHIT, EXCEPT JEREMY AND MIKEY BECAUSE THEY ROCK LIKE THAT. AND IT ISN'T LIKE I HAVE TALKED TO MATT THESE DAYS, SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH HIM. LISA SAID HIS PERFORMANCE AT WALDENS WAS PRETTY GOOD FOR HIS FIRST TIME. DAMN! I SO WISH I COULD HAVE SEEN, I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT THAT STILL. I AM NOT GOING TO CALL HIM THOUGH JUST BECAUSE HE SAID HE WOULD CALL ME SO LET'S SEE HOW LONG THAT TAKES!
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~ MIKAYLA