When will things seem normal again...
Ok, the past few days have been a blur. In addition to the usual barrage of things to do and things to accomplish, I have been struggling with a major decision.
On Thursday afternoon, I was made aware that the decision was made by the "higher ups" to move me out of Stony Brook and to our location in Garden City. For anyone who has followed my crazy Kinko's career, I have done two previous stints in Garden City. Both times I worked excessive hours, and both times I was basically miserable. So I am going through feelings of betrayal and "no, not again."
So, I need to decide if the loyalty and career I have built with this company comes before my own feelings and happiness. This job has meant so much more to me then it being just a paycheck; yet something tells me that I need to be ready to explore other options.
Tomorrow (well actually today) I need to meet with the new district manager to discuss my options - even though I don't think I have any.
That's a very frustrating place to be in - not having the options you want or the control over situations.
Lauren gave me a great thing to think about though. She said that she already had it in prayer for me, and that things will be as HE sees fit, NOT as I do. (I can't stand when they use my words against me.)
Just say a prayer for me around 3:00 or so today. I will see a lot of you tonight at STMYM.
On Thursday afternoon, I was made aware that the decision was made by the "higher ups" to move me out of Stony Brook and to our location in Garden City. For anyone who has followed my crazy Kinko's career, I have done two previous stints in Garden City. Both times I worked excessive hours, and both times I was basically miserable. So I am going through feelings of betrayal and "no, not again."
So, I need to decide if the loyalty and career I have built with this company comes before my own feelings and happiness. This job has meant so much more to me then it being just a paycheck; yet something tells me that I need to be ready to explore other options.
Tomorrow (well actually today) I need to meet with the new district manager to discuss my options - even though I don't think I have any.
That's a very frustrating place to be in - not having the options you want or the control over situations.
Lauren gave me a great thing to think about though. She said that she already had it in prayer for me, and that things will be as HE sees fit, NOT as I do. (I can't stand when they use my words against me.)
Just say a prayer for me around 3:00 or so today. I will see a lot of you tonight at STMYM.