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Two days before my sweet 16...and here i am feeling sorry for myself. I do this way to much, but it's what happens when you spend hours by yourself. Today's bitch session will be about how I'm single and alone in the world. I wouldn't mind being single so much if I had a friend that was gay and I could relate to and I wouldn't mind not having a gay friend to relate to if I wasn't single. It's one of those things where you NEED one or the other and yet you have neither. So sick of being me, I should have never come out, it was the worst decision of my life, followed by a close second of sleeping with Chad just to do it. But anyways, that's not important right now. I want someone so bad, I hear all my friends talking about how they had a great date and a wonderful time with their boyfriend/girlfriend and I always come to school saying Oh yeah, that weekend was GREAT, I spent it with my parents at my brothers basketball game listening to his friends tell me they hate me because I'm gay. It's a WONDERFUL relief from school...NOT! So, if anyone knows any gay people that live nearby and are single, hook me up, I'm getting pretty desperate and I'm looking for someone to connect with that's gay, wheter romantically or just friendly, I'd be happy with either. I'm just so sick of being alone...
laterr dayz,
Steve-0
laterr dayz,
Steve-0