Window to My Soul
I give my all to everything I do and don't believe in half-assing anything. If a job can not be done right, it doesn't get done. For those tasks completed, they are done impeccably so. I'm a hopeFUL romantic, a diligent lover, and the most protective friend. But I'm cautious. Always Calculating, Watching, Listening, Analyzing. I'm not manipulative, a user, a liar, a thief, an abuser, or an accuser. I either used to be these things or they have already been done to me. This is the reason for analyzing everything. I have no expectations, other than what others display or tell me. I often take nothing at face value, and have an uncanny ability to hear what isn't said, see what isn't shown, and feel was isn't given (which can be devastating when I'm wrong!). In battle I'm a ruthless warrior; with my tongue being my most useful weapon. I most often treat others how I wish to be treated. I could most likely shock you with what I'm able to remember. I
remember things for either my own protection to use later or remember them to show someone later how much I care. I'm the type to surprise you with sweet nothings and displays of affection you mentioned liking in passing. I'm stubborn, can be annoying, infuriating, and if you approach me with the details looking for a fight, you better have enough details yourself to back up what you say. I assure you that I will. I am not afraid to say I'm sorry or you're right or I'm wrong. I ache to find someone strong enough to be my partner; strong enough to shake my world and prove me wrong. Rather than
someone with enough balls to control and stifle my downfalls, I long for someone with enough heart to shove me in the right direction so that I may change on my own. I love to learn about everything I come in contact with and have a tendency to irritate with my never-ending questions. I love to see what makes people tick, what their stances and opinions are. I'm very receptive and second guess *almost* every decision I make.
remember things for either my own protection to use later or remember them to show someone later how much I care. I'm the type to surprise you with sweet nothings and displays of affection you mentioned liking in passing. I'm stubborn, can be annoying, infuriating, and if you approach me with the details looking for a fight, you better have enough details yourself to back up what you say. I assure you that I will. I am not afraid to say I'm sorry or you're right or I'm wrong. I ache to find someone strong enough to be my partner; strong enough to shake my world and prove me wrong. Rather than
someone with enough balls to control and stifle my downfalls, I long for someone with enough heart to shove me in the right direction so that I may change on my own. I love to learn about everything I come in contact with and have a tendency to irritate with my never-ending questions. I love to see what makes people tick, what their stances and opinions are. I'm very receptive and second guess *almost* every decision I make.