Life

[domanicsprinces]

I feel as though some days I cannot express my feelings anymore. I cry myself to sleep each night... living on empty wishes and shattered dreams. Half the time I feel as though I want to die... and seriously I have wondered. I ache and yearn for my true love. I made a promise but at times I feel like backing down and breaking that promise. I know he is lying when he says that he doesnt love me. I can see it in his eyes... that and the way he seems to be pushing another guy on me...well not litteraly... but still.. he's tryin to tell me that I have feelings for this guy and all that, when I don't.  Sometimes I just want to seriously die. To fall asleep tonight and never wake up. I wish it each night... just to end my pain. I can't love again because I never have felt this way in my life. Never. I have never ached so much for one person as I do each time Im apart from him. I wish he would realize. I just can't live life without him... without being in his arms.

But what good does it do? Trying to convince someone thats more stubborn than I am, that they are lying to themselves???

I have homework to do... g-nite all
Love Adrienne