Aug 18, 2006 21:12
Well its been awhile for updating this... been spending way too much time with Myspace... lol. Hey they are fun.
Anyways... my first term (mod whatever) of Early childhood is almost over... I'm taking Intro to Early Childhood, Sociology, and uhhh.... ummm... GAH! I cant remember what the last class is LOL... next mod.
I no longer work for Ace Security. I think im gonna see about getting my job back there though... I'm currently working for The Big Apple here in turner... it sucks... but its getting me by for now...
I got a laptop last friday... from Colortyme rent to own... its a dell... and no it wont blow up on me... lol. Its $35 a week... which isnt really that bad. MY moms computer shit hte bed so shes been using my emachines, so with the lap top i dont have to fight her for the internet.
Things have been going great... i've smoothed stuff out with Derrick... and im happy again. He was working with me at hte big apple, he was the one that got me the job there (thanks hun), but he got fired because of some of the bitches that work there. Oh well... he comes and sees me when im working... like tonite im working 11p-7a... icky icky... and im training someone again... joy!!!
I mended things with Cassie as well... Ive pretty much mended with everyone that I had a fall out with... theres a few left... and some wernt just via fall outs, they were via fallouts with other people so they kinda got stuck in the middle... I miss my past.. before Domanic... I cant say he ruined my life, because he didnt... but Jesse was the one that ruined my life and to this day he is still ruining it. My parents blame it on Derrick and Michele... and all the people I hang out with... Im sorry... Before Jesse, life was grand.
Yeah I still love derrick... and the feelings haunt me to this day... we hang out all the time and everything and we playfully fight and stuff... things are good now thou, its like nothing happened. I wish there was something that i could do to help him out, either get him a job or something, but there isnt much i can do. Sometimes I wish we hadnt gotten the divorce, but maybe it was for the best, because had we not gotten divorced, we woulda kept our daughter and things would be shitty... but shes got the life she deserves and thats all that matters.. I miss my little angel to this day. A small part of me wishes that I had held her, but it was better that way. She's so cute and thats all that matters. I miss you Danika Rose. Please know that your daddy and i will always love you and we cannot wait to meet you.
Well... i suppose i need to get a shower in and get ready for work..
Love ya'll...
come see me at work... or hit the digits (6894768) or something...
~Adrienne
PS.. .I might serve ya up a little "Mystery creature stew" JKJKJKJK.... oh for those that dont kno, they found that beast behind my house... it was my neighbor that reported it... icky icky... and ive seen it.... its fuckin creepy!!!!