My heart hurts.

I wanted to cry it out. I did. In front of my mom and brother. They were taken aback, I'm sure of it. But I couldn't care less. I am selfish, I wanted to purge the sadness out. Squeeze it out from every inch of my heart until the blood runs clear. It didn't work. So I grabbed my pillow and held it up to my ear so I couldn't hear. I  ( Read more... )