Picture yourself on a boat on a river with tangerine trees and marmalade skies.

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Super boredom it's supposed to be my last day of "punishment" and I think the thing that's bothered me the most about this whole week is not the fact that I haven't been able to see Alex, it's that he's out still having a good time without me! WHAT AT JERK! He says he misses me but oh yeah how can he remember about missing me after a few drinks....loser......He's the reason I haven't been aloud to go any where. Who knows what the hell he's been up to? not me..all I see is his car constantly coming and going everyday from my window. It feels like when before we went out and I hardly saw him on the weekends. I wondered what he was doing and I would see his car always leaving and stuff. I would be left disappointed, because I didn't get to talk with him. How sad is that?! I wish Michelle was here, I want to steal her from good old Lynbrook and bring her here to only leave the boys and go on a beautiful cruise. Ok so we can take andrew but that's it...... I wonder how Alex would like it then me with michelle on a cruise ship full of hotties....blah blah blah blah blah blah......I wonder how it's going to go tom, please pray.....all I've done these past 2 days is eat and I need to stop. GRRR it's been crazy round here we should be moving into the new house..finally...and all the preparations have been going on. The madness won't stop till sometime around september when we are prolly finally going to be settled. I guess that's all my complaining for now I better stop before the unleashing of the TAN MONSTER occurs *pokes fingers strangely on top of her head*.... A demian

~ 'Cause there's always tomorrow to start over again things will never stay the same the only one sure thing is change that's why there's always tomorrow..........