I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so.........
Sitting here with my box of Runts, (I really don't like the new watermelon flavor but I eat it anyway) I'm thinking bout the last few weeks. So much has happened since the last time I've updated.......
Andrews uncle Emmanuel came here to visit from california with his gucci, D&G and structure wear. It was quite nice having someone around who had a more expensive taste I felt quite at home with him around. We had fun with our trips to Daytona in the new and improved "Green Gobolin". I even played some mini golf and shhhh I had soooo much fun.. Then during Emmanuel's visit I get a call from Michelle my bell and she tells me she's coming down to visit me in a week. With michelle and Emmanuel both here I had a blast. Unfortunately I got to learn how comfortable the boys are with each other cause they seem to like to show each other their penis's and give each other lap dances and learn the pelvic thrust moves lol. Our trip to Islands of adventure I Will never forget..just remember yes we are apart of the party of 11..hehe....It was a day full of madness but I rode on all of the rides and was even carried "cave man style" to the Dr. doom's fear fall ride by alex I wasn't even scared at all when I was on it. That Had to be the dumbest ride ever.....
Soon though Emmanuel had to go back home but of course he can't live w/o us so he's decided to move here in a month..yay..Ne way with Michelle still here I felt like I was back in NY again, it was great. Not only did I have my best friend I had my wonderful boyfriend, it was perfect. We stayed out late every night and Mish even got a little taste of a summer romance with my best bud andrew. Mostly it was the 4 of us but at times there would be other visitors such as jeremy and eric ect...The best day of Michelles visit had to be the 4th...Alex, Andrew, Michelle and I all spent the day at the beach, though we all felt like we were gonna collapse by the time the fireworks started we soon forgot about how much our feet hurt and how we were all so tired...it was so ahh romantic. I would give nething to be back on the sand watching the fireworks with them.
Sadly the fun couldn't last for ever and it became time to say goodbye. Michelle had to go home and once again my best friend is 1000 miles away from me :( I miss having her around. From there it went all down hill. Cause now I am punished and it's horrible cause I've never been punished before..It's all cause of a late night visit. aye yai yai....Hopefully soon it will all get better.....I doubt ne one will take the time to read this entry so I'm going to end it here. 3 more days then I get to see my boyfriend again. I hope it works out btw us because it was going so well.. It's so sad how everything can go crashing down right in front of your face and you have no control of it all....It can't stay like this forever (at least I hope it won't) because soon it all must get better and ehhemm Michelle is coming to visit again in December and Emmanuel shall be living here so the adventures will soon start again...As for things with my parents and boyfriend I need alot of prayers for that one..I miss everyone so much.. any way... A demain.......
~*~Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose....~*~
Andrews uncle Emmanuel came here to visit from california with his gucci, D&G and structure wear. It was quite nice having someone around who had a more expensive taste I felt quite at home with him around. We had fun with our trips to Daytona in the new and improved "Green Gobolin". I even played some mini golf and shhhh I had soooo much fun.. Then during Emmanuel's visit I get a call from Michelle my bell and she tells me she's coming down to visit me in a week. With michelle and Emmanuel both here I had a blast. Unfortunately I got to learn how comfortable the boys are with each other cause they seem to like to show each other their penis's and give each other lap dances and learn the pelvic thrust moves lol. Our trip to Islands of adventure I Will never forget..just remember yes we are apart of the party of 11..hehe....It was a day full of madness but I rode on all of the rides and was even carried "cave man style" to the Dr. doom's fear fall ride by alex I wasn't even scared at all when I was on it. That Had to be the dumbest ride ever.....
Soon though Emmanuel had to go back home but of course he can't live w/o us so he's decided to move here in a month..yay..Ne way with Michelle still here I felt like I was back in NY again, it was great. Not only did I have my best friend I had my wonderful boyfriend, it was perfect. We stayed out late every night and Mish even got a little taste of a summer romance with my best bud andrew. Mostly it was the 4 of us but at times there would be other visitors such as jeremy and eric ect...The best day of Michelles visit had to be the 4th...Alex, Andrew, Michelle and I all spent the day at the beach, though we all felt like we were gonna collapse by the time the fireworks started we soon forgot about how much our feet hurt and how we were all so tired...it was so ahh romantic. I would give nething to be back on the sand watching the fireworks with them.
Sadly the fun couldn't last for ever and it became time to say goodbye. Michelle had to go home and once again my best friend is 1000 miles away from me :( I miss having her around. From there it went all down hill. Cause now I am punished and it's horrible cause I've never been punished before..It's all cause of a late night visit. aye yai yai....Hopefully soon it will all get better.....I doubt ne one will take the time to read this entry so I'm going to end it here. 3 more days then I get to see my boyfriend again. I hope it works out btw us because it was going so well.. It's so sad how everything can go crashing down right in front of your face and you have no control of it all....It can't stay like this forever (at least I hope it won't) because soon it all must get better and ehhemm Michelle is coming to visit again in December and Emmanuel shall be living here so the adventures will soon start again...As for things with my parents and boyfriend I need alot of prayers for that one..I miss everyone so much.. any way... A demain.......
~*~Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, and the things you never want to lose....~*~