berserker mind and heart
sometimes the right thing to do is not the easiest thing to do.
i am in this constant state of wanting. i know what i want, i just don't know how to get it.
i want my own condo. but it seems with my job here, it'll take a hundred years, give or take a few to BUY one. but i'm still gonna try anyway.
you love arthur spiderwick. that was a nice coincidence, don't you think?
i want to get to that part where -- as alanis said it -- i won't flinch at your name.
we are all growing older. am i getting wiser? please God, if you're there and can be bothered by me -- let that be so.
thing is, i know i'm ok. i know i'm in a happy place right now. why the cabin fever?
where are you?
are you there yet?
btw, i've changed my mind about being apathetic. i want to care. only this time about what is worthy of giving a fuck about.
thanks for putting my bag in my bay. that was a nice gesture. i wanted to stop you from going but something held me back. but in holding back, i felt sad. BUT i refuse to think i am an idiot for that. we both know where we stand.
i know i am losing you.
i am losing you.
but i will gain myself back because of that. i promise.
"i will keep the color of your eyes, when no other in the world remembers your name."
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i am in this constant state of wanting. i know what i want, i just don't know how to get it.
i want my own condo. but it seems with my job here, it'll take a hundred years, give or take a few to BUY one. but i'm still gonna try anyway.
you love arthur spiderwick. that was a nice coincidence, don't you think?
i want to get to that part where -- as alanis said it -- i won't flinch at your name.
we are all growing older. am i getting wiser? please God, if you're there and can be bothered by me -- let that be so.
thing is, i know i'm ok. i know i'm in a happy place right now. why the cabin fever?
where are you?
are you there yet?
btw, i've changed my mind about being apathetic. i want to care. only this time about what is worthy of giving a fuck about.
thanks for putting my bag in my bay. that was a nice gesture. i wanted to stop you from going but something held me back. but in holding back, i felt sad. BUT i refuse to think i am an idiot for that. we both know where we stand.
i know i am losing you.
i am losing you.
but i will gain myself back because of that. i promise.
"i will keep the color of your eyes, when no other in the world remembers your name."
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