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I would very much like to find a rabbit hole right now. My life is a solid wall of work, school, stress, depression and money issues. I came home after work today with the worst stabbing pain in my stomach and after I woke up from my nap my parents were home. My mother has been at my grandma's house for two weeks now helping her after her surgery and my grandma is going through retro-nesting. Instead of buying things and filling her house she's giving away things and emptying her house. She knows that she's going to die soon and she wants people to have her things and enjoy them while she's still alive.
I want to complain to my mother about my week and she's just spent two weeks with her dying mother. What the hell do I have to complain about right? It doesn't make me feel ANY better. It makes me feel worse.
I didn't book an appointment with my shrink for weeks because nothing was going on and now in the last week I've just overloaded. It'll be at least a week before I can see her to talk about things.
On the bright side, I'm going to a party tonight. I will get hugs.
I want to complain to my mother about my week and she's just spent two weeks with her dying mother. What the hell do I have to complain about right? It doesn't make me feel ANY better. It makes me feel worse.
I didn't book an appointment with my shrink for weeks because nothing was going on and now in the last week I've just overloaded. It'll be at least a week before I can see her to talk about things.
On the bright side, I'm going to a party tonight. I will get hugs.