Jul 12, 2008 19:34
I thought I was better ...
Mercedes told me one step forward, one step back.
I am taking leaps back
Jumps back
around
down
I feel so sick and hurt
I am so depressed
I miss him so much
I hate feeling like this
Why doesn't he love me anymore? Does this happen to everyone? DOES IT? He just doesn't want to be with me anymore
there is nothing left of me
I want to die
I hate my life
I hate him
I am so depressed
I am so sad and so gone from life
I hate everything and everyone
I just want to lay down and die
kill me now
PLEAAASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
Why why why why why why why why
Can someone help me, God can you help me? Can anyone help me? I am so alone
I was ok being alone with him
I still love you always and forever
and you don't even care