Jul 07, 2008 12:07
Tears are always falling from my eyes
my mouth is always frowning
couples can see my bitterness and they walk away
I take deep breaths when I see babies
I cry when I see flowers
my heart flutters at the thought of his touch
his warm hands embracing mine, loving mine, being mine
I wanted to love him all the days of my life
but it was too much for him
his love could continue no longer
my love could outlast a storm, a tornado, a hurricane, the ends of time
The pain I feel when breathing will go away, they say
everyday will get a little bit better
what about today? As I sit here staring out the window, not leaving my bed
I cry these tears because I want him to be sitting with me
I want him to be holding my hand through life
I thought of him as my best friend sometimes
my warrior, my trust
I gave him my heart, I gave him my thoughts
We laughed together
and now we don't do anything together
You joined the millions of people on dating sites,
and now I am just a feather of your memory
something that is not and never will be