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moving to washington in seven days: scared-excited-nervous; would love it if the military got their collective shit together and answered phones/had more answers to all of my questions. corey made staff sergeant -- six ranks in four years is pretty good, if you ask me. i need a job, a home, and my puppy back (it's been about five weeks since we sent him to my mom's). missing monterey like crazy; wish i could go visit. not enough time and too far away. cramps like a motherfucker; really craving soy mocha with foam/no whip. feeling sort of melancholy -- the move? icky weather. miss my mom (saw her yesterday). wish i had a grownup job so i could settle down. thinking this is anxiety.