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i have an anthropology project due thursday that i haven't even started researching yet. i was planning to start researching tonight. i probably shouldn't have gotten drunk, though....... i really don't feel like working.
fuck it, i work best under pressure, anyway.
you know, it would be so easy to just re-apply to Skidmore. despite the absolutely horrible, degrading, shitty time i had there, i really enjoyed my teachers. the main thing that prevents me from going back is the terrible shame i feel from failing out of there. i very rarely talk to my friend Sasha online, and hes the only connection i still have with Skidmore. i'm considering e-mailing a few of my old professors whose advice i trusted.
but what would be the point of going back? woudln't it be better for me to try something new? like i said earlier, Seattle Univ. is looking mighty fine right now. but part of me just wants to coast along, continuing to enjoy myself by just coasting along aimlessly. i really like being close to my dearest friends, because i know they love me. but at the same time, its freaking Columbus, Ohio. i need to figure out what i'm trying to accomplish.
fuck it, i work best under pressure, anyway.
you know, it would be so easy to just re-apply to Skidmore. despite the absolutely horrible, degrading, shitty time i had there, i really enjoyed my teachers. the main thing that prevents me from going back is the terrible shame i feel from failing out of there. i very rarely talk to my friend Sasha online, and hes the only connection i still have with Skidmore. i'm considering e-mailing a few of my old professors whose advice i trusted.
but what would be the point of going back? woudln't it be better for me to try something new? like i said earlier, Seattle Univ. is looking mighty fine right now. but part of me just wants to coast along, continuing to enjoy myself by just coasting along aimlessly. i really like being close to my dearest friends, because i know they love me. but at the same time, its freaking Columbus, Ohio. i need to figure out what i'm trying to accomplish.