stress brought on by lack of success

[doingthisright]

Man i hate this feeling.

I haven't lost anything. I have actually gained! Damn.i'm bqack up to 305 i wish i wasn't...

I have to do something about this.

Please God help me find the motivation and courage to do this. I think i will finally truely be happy with myself if i could just take control of my life and my weight.