My boyfriend
Made me feel kinda low and pathetic alittle while ago.
I wanted to order pizza and stuff for dinner... we are on a diet and have been for like 2 days and i'm already trying to order pizza. he was really rude about it... maybe that's what i needed. who knows i just feel really pathetic now. I dont even want to talk to him i'm hurt i guess. it's weird.
I feel really stupid and frustrated. i hate being fat.
I just want to sit here and vent i guess.
I've been going to the track for the last two days and walking. That's more than nothing i suppose. i hate myself.
I wanted to order pizza and stuff for dinner... we are on a diet and have been for like 2 days and i'm already trying to order pizza. he was really rude about it... maybe that's what i needed. who knows i just feel really pathetic now. I dont even want to talk to him i'm hurt i guess. it's weird.
I feel really stupid and frustrated. i hate being fat.
I just want to sit here and vent i guess.
I've been going to the track for the last two days and walking. That's more than nothing i suppose. i hate myself.