Oct 16, 2004 21:02
I sat down fully prepared to type in journal equivilant to a russian novel. It's saturday night and Im at home so normally this is the time when I do this type of garbage. ....but I got a call and now I have a destination with a goal. I can speak no more. I really dont think anyone reads these things anymore anyways.
Whats new:
Im working at Bison Witches. a resturant and bar down on 4th ave. I love my boss, all the peeps I work with. ...and the waitresses. Did you know they have a calander of all their waitresses? I've talked to most of them.....There's not much to them(in the head)...but they are very pretty and friendly. Very helpfull at times too. I get paid $6.75 and hour. I work everyday mon-sun 5-11pm Most parties dont start untill 10-11pm anyways and they go untill pssh...5..6am depending on the amount of people and alcohol...so I just go to my budy Eli's house wich is only down the street(Euclid and 8th) and wash up and change there, but usually im good to go home.
School is going smooth. I painted a really nice picture of curvalinear and rectalinear lines and shapes. It's so rare that im satisfied with the results. Infact I gave it to the art teacher. She wanted to use it as an example for the rest of her classes and incomming classes next semester. Sweet.
It took quite alot of my life to make it. ....I hope I get it back in the form and an "A". ...as a final grade.
I still miss her. She'll never forgive me. Never care for me again. Never talk to me again. And I know for a fact that she's never been happier now that im gone. I am glad. I dont want her to be unhappy. It just hurts ...She laughs at me. Look what i've done. Look what I could of had. ...
But she's happier without me....for some reason I burnt a bridge and the other end blossomed. I suppose if i've never burnt it...it never would of increased its beauty so greatly. It's for the better. Move on. blah blah....insert optimistic scripture here. ...I just wish I knew what she's doin right about now.
Thats pretty much it....I just got a call from someone wondering where I was....this turned out to be longer than I ment.
no time for spell check.