NYE 2013

[doctorpow]

And here I am, sitting in front of the computer, alone on another New Year's Eve. I started playing a video game earlier, but I am going to make myself stop soon, because I can't think of anything sadder than playing one as the new year comes along. Both M and Tris have been sick. She went to bed, intermittently, around 7pm. Tris stayed up with me to watch MM Clubhouse for a couple of hours. That was pretty chill/good until it was time to get him to sleep, post-bath. As usual, the thing that burns me the most is: if I had known M was going to go to bed at 7pm, I might have tried to go out, but if she knew I was going out, she would throw the guilt on me. She still doesn't understand that I cannot afford to pay for a decent Xmas, her birthday dinner/gifts, and an extravagant NYE outing/getaway. Not while we have so much debt, and only one steady income. She just doesn't get that if we had no credit card debt, I wouldn't mind throwing down for a NYE getaway to the beach.

My Aunt Kathy from MS is at Gulf Show