You Didn't Wanna Worry Me? Hell, I Was Gonna KILL You!
Hello people!
Kay, I'm so not in a better mood now. My parents argued shortly after I got supremely annoyed with them both, and the house wound up rather awkwardly divided. We usually sit together at night to watch our TV shows. Well, I came into the living room at 7:00 and no one was watching Jeopardy. So back to my room, I went. Then, 8:30, I came out for Back to You. Again, no one was around. I reminded mom that it was on, and she was like, "Oh! Right!"
American Idol was next at 9:00, and my dad was in his room. Eventually, dad came out. He was relatively nice, then, at the end of the show, he started being an asshole. See, as of late, I've been leaving my bedroom light on (one small light) cuz I don't like walking in there at 11:00 at night by myself in the dark. I can't help it, I'm afraid of the dark. So, dad comes out from the hallway and says, "Miranda, are you using your light?" and I said, "Not right now, no, but -" and then he cut me off to yell at me cuz "I'm not the one paying the electric bill, so turn the light off."
Well, ya know what? He can fucking bite me. I may have irrational fears and be 17 years old, but he has irrational fears and he's fucking 40 something! So where does he get off saying something like that to me? I'm so - SO - goddamned sick of being yelled at for stupid shit that doesn't matter.
Random feeling: I don't have many regrets, really. Ones that I do have don't last long. But one I think I'll always have is not having life-long friends. Moving a lot throughout your childhood does that to you. I don't mind the moving part; I love it, actually. I get a little stir crazy if I stay in one place for too long. But I hate when I see characters on a TV show that have known each other since kindergarten. I've always wanted something like that, but I'll never have it, and that makes me kinda sad.
Wow, that was somewhat of an emo post, lol, but I'm moving past it. Tomorrow, I'll be more happy, I promise. I'm gonna post some random somewhat cheerful stuffs now.
American Idol RULED tonight! Kristy Lee Cook FINALLY went home, and I'm sorry, but I really didn't like her, so YAY! Men in Trees was great, too! I love the New York angle. It's so wonderful-seeming there...I so wanna go live there. Back to You premiered at 8:30, and it was hilarious - HILARIOUS! I'm lookin forward to next week's episode, hehe.
I doubt anyone else will finish the meme from yesterday, so, I shall finish it, as Jen did hers. If you'd like to see my editings, go to my meme post here. Time to sleep away my troubles.
Love y'all - Mira/Doc/Kat *meow*