Stars in heaven [Part 4/4]
Title: Stars in heaven
Author: do_s_arashilove
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: romance, humor
Rating: PG- 14
Summary: What a worst start in a new week! He didn't was able to talk to him. He didn't was able to see him. He wasn't even able to say “Sorry” toward him. It turned out..to be his worst week ever. Would Chinen forgive him? Would Hikaru help him out? Did Yamada really felt nothing more like friendship?
Note: Forgive me my spelling-errors and wrong grammer >.< '
Chapter 4 - Shizuka na yoru ni -
Any years ago
“I hate him!”, mumbled the smallest boy in the room. Ryutaro looked at him and smiled nervously. “Don't say such things Chii-nii~”, whispered the youngest member and tried hard to hide his nervousness. “Demo..he looks like a girl...”
“Konnichi wa boku wa Yamada Ryosuke desu, your new-band member yoroshiku ne!”, introduced the brown-haired himself and his eyes wandered over his new members. At first time he saw Chinen, he felt totally familiar toward him and so it doesn't took a long time till-
“Chii-chan~”, shouted Yamada happily and jumped toward the younger boy, which wished to was able to hide somewhere.
“Chii-chan”, it came again and finally Chinen looked at Yamada, with an really alarming glance.
“What?”, was he simply asking and sat down at the large couch, Yamada densely beside him.
“I just was wondering, lately you ignored me-”
“Not lately...”
“Huu?”
“Nademonai~”, sighed Yuri, while he tried to escape of Yamadas near. It felt so strange to him, but Ryosuke doesn't seemed interested in Chinens near-problem at all.
“Well..Hmm..what's about if you sleep over at my place? I talked a lot about you and my mom want to meet you, so she asked me to asked you...well you get my question, deshou?”, babbled Yamada with a strange-grin and Yuri looked at him with a totally puzzled face.
“I..don't know if I-”, the younger JUMP-member stopped in his speech and looked now totally angrily in Yamadas direction. “You did what?”, was he bluffing and stood up full of anger. Why was Yamada talking about him at home? What does it mean? And why...the hell...was his heartbeat racing so much?
“I..just ask...I mean...well I thought we are tomodachi, ne-”
“We aren't! I'm not interested in such a big, girlish-looking kid like you!”, shouted the small boy and rushed out of the practice-room, because his heart was pounding so hard and his cheeks turned in a dark-red.
He really hated Yamada...because he didn't like it, what the older do to him..
He didn't like what he felt in his near...
And he didn't like what he was dreaming every night, since Yamada was in the band.
Back to the here and now
His tears wouldn't stop, even he was already at home. The blanket over his head felt so heavy, and Chinen wished that he could disappear. He won't exist any longer. “Go away...”, sobbed the younger boy and tried to hide more in his blanket. “Demo..Chii...I can't let you alone...”, said a warm and worried voice. But Chinen won't felt the warmth and he won't that anybody worried about him. He just wanted to be alone.
“Go-AWAY!” His broken voice wasn't so strong as he wished for but...his words seemed to work out, because he clearly could heard how Hikaru stood up and left his room.
Finally he was alone-
No one was there to stroked his hair,to held his shivering body and to told him, everything would turn out good.
As soon as he realized, that everyone left him, all his feelings flood over him and it seemed that they would brought him far away...
He didn't knew how long it took to finally fall asleep, but the morning came early and Chinen got up. The little squirrel looked terrible, his eyes were red and swollen and his skin was pallid like a ghost, Chinen got scared by his own reflection.
Yuri really did everything he could, to made the best of this situation. So he decided to canceled the dance-practices and even the singing lesson. No one should worring about him and futher he won't to meet with Yamada. It dosen't matter, that everyone mentioned him as a scared cat, but he really couldn't face Yamada, because he won't that the older saw his tears...and saw how much the thing he saw yesterday, burned his heart.
It were the best thing, if he was able to turn the time back, at the day as he fell for that idiot named Yamada. If he won't fell in love with that annoying brat...he wouldn't cried that much..he wouldn't feel that pain...he wouldn't be alone now...or?
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“He didn't show up today...”, said Ryosuke and looked around. There was no Chinen and there was also no sparkling-emotion-message from him.
There was just silent.
“If I were Chii I would come and hit you to the ground again”, hissed Hikaru, while he took a sip from his bottle and avoided Yamadas eyes, because he was still angry about his behavior toward their little giant.
“I told you before...I didn't slept with Daiki...Well I admit..I was about to do it...but I told you so many times, that I couldn't do it and than you two entered the room, you only saw the half of the scene..There was nothing...”
Yamada stopped suddenly as Hikaru took some steps forward and faced him directly. “I never mind your stories..get it! I just worried about Chinen..did you know, what he did before he had to see that 'half-of-scene'? He asked me about to help him...He want to confessed toward you...And..I tell you one thing: I know he really fell for you and it seemed that he loves you, more than you deserve and if you can't make him smile tonight..I promise you I really punch you to the hell, because I can't stand that crying face of him any longer! So get your ass up!“
The younger looked a bit puzzled to Hikaru, who was breathing fast and trying to clam himself down. Yamada bat his bottom lip, he really wasn't sure what he wanted from Chinen, but he knew one thing...one thing was really clearly toward him...
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His hair was really messy and he avoided to took a look in the mirror, because I won't saw that pallid face again. Chinen never thought that a broken heart would feel heavy like that. He thought that he would cried all day long, but the truth was..that he couldn't cry anymore..he couldn't do nothing, just sitting in his room and keep waiting.
Waiting...but he already didn't knew why he keep waiting!
It was such a frustrating feeling...
Why was he so weak?
Why didn't he just forget about that BakaYama?
The little black-haired wasn't able to find a answers, so he laid down and sighed deeply again, as a strange noise let him got up again.
...
What was that?, thought Chinen and winked a bit, before he stood up and crawled out off his bed, to took a peek out of his window.
It was already late at afternoon and so the sun was setting down slowly. But there was something strange here...what were that for markings on the sidewalk. They looked like arrows...they didn't even looked like so...that were arrows and when Chinen looked rightly, they tried to showed him the way. “What the heck...”, mumbled the little squirrel to himself and went the stairs down, to
had a better look on that strange arrows.
Slightly he opened his door and there stood a bucket full of chalk in front of his feet, it seemed to be the chalk, which was used for the arrows. Chinen took the bucket, closed the door behind himself and began to followed the showing road.
He really didn't got the hint behind all that..but he followed the arrows, till they stopped...and as Yuri looked up he saw a small shop.
It was a simple shop, where you could bought food or some appliances, just everything was so needed in a simple shop like that. But why ended the arrow in front of that shop?
“Do you remember?”, asked Yuri a well-known voice and the younger boy turned around. His eyes went big and his mouth opened, but no sound was coming out.
“Here we met for the first time...4 years ago...Here I-”
“I know what you did here...so you don't need to tell me about that again!”, growled Chinen and his eyes went to danger slits. Yamada smiled lightly, but Chinen was able to saw his sorrow, Yamada couldn't blame him!
“Well..uhm..”
“What do you want? What is with that stupid arrows...Do you want to make fun of me, huu?”
“NO!..I mean no...Chii..please listen to me!”
“I had listen to you more than enough...You don't need to say 'I am sorry' to me..If you want to make out with Dai-chan, so go ahead...I won't force you to wait for me anymore...I'm fine-”
Yamada walked toward Chinen and made him shout his mouth, with his lips. Chinen got so in shock that he wasn't able to fight against him in the first moment. But after he clamed down he braced his hands against Ryosukes shoulders.
While Chinen tried to realeased of Yamada, the other pulled his body closer to Yuris.
“Yamero~~”, shouted the black-haired and punshed Yamada lightly. It wasn't on propuse...it just happened, because he won't got kissed by that idiot.
“You~ What's up in your mind...are you totally lost in space? How dare you...sleeps with Daiki and kissed me? I don't get you~”
“I didn't slept with Daiki..You can ask him-”
“Oh yeah..matte I'll ask him >Oi Dai-chan did you sleep with Yamada?< He would definitely say the truth!”, said Chinen very saucy and tried to went away from Ryosuke, he really couldn't stood that pain in his chest any longer.
“You said you don't need my sorry...so I want to say thank you-”
“Thank you for what? My foolishness?”
“No..thank you for being always there for me-”
“Oh what a pleasure..I want to be your fool forever!”
“Thank you for being by my side and thank you that you always liked me, even I were such a kid and baka like I still am!”
“Your are welcome~”
“Thank you that you cheered me up so many times, and thank you that you always looked over me!”
“Argh..you didn't get it-”
Chinen went silent again, as Yamada hugged him suddenly and then Chinen saw what his eyes brought bigger and bigger. “Thank you...for your love..from now on I really want to take good care of your love and never hurt you again!”, whispered Ryosuke in Yuris ear and the other looked with a puzzled face to the wall, directly in fornt of him.
Tears was falling down, as Chinen read these words, written on the wall.
“Don't cry Chii...I know I'm such a idiot and I never want to say sorry to you, if you don't need it-”
“You are not a idiot...You are a big kid!”, yelled the squirrel and caught Yamadas lips to kissed him passionately, before he pressed his small body to Yamadas. “Say sorry to me! Say it!!!!” Chinen cried so heavy, that his whole body shivered because of that and so Yamada wrap his waist, putted his lips at Yuris ears and said: “I'm sorry..I'm really sorry for the rubbish I did!”
There wasn't much written on the wall just two little sentences, these little sentences were not more as: ALL MY LOVE! ALL YOUR LOVE!
Not more and less, but these sentences showed Chinen, that Yamadas words were truth.
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Maybe...there will be a continuation!
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Yamada: “I'm not sure..if anybody would read a continuation of our storie?”
Chinen: “Well our love storie is just at the beginning!”
Yamada: “What did you mean by that >our love storie<...Did you forgive me?”
Chinen: “Tzt...don't be such a fool..if there no continuation..I won't forgive you!”
Yamada: “Eeehhh? Please let there be continuation!!!!!!”
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A/N: *whacked* XDD What a end, deshou ne? But finally I finished my first storie...
It felt a bit nostalgic..that was the stroie...I wrote at first here...my little baby...and now it' over TT , TT
Demo ne...I really hope you liked it so much like I did...and maybe after my other project, there will be a second storie ^,^
Arigatou for reading this storie and your comments!!!
They really cheer me up everytime I read them~
*smiles*
*bow deeply*