URGH!!!!! URGH!!!!! WHY WHY WHY
I hate it I hate it how I just can't be happy. I'm so sick and tired of trying and failing. It's just so god dame overwhelming. FUCK IT! No one cares what I do anymore no one gives a shit about me so why should I. Mabye I should just go back to my old self-destructive ways at lest then I could hide the hurt better and people thought I was happy ( Read more... )
I've done the self-destructing and the showing of the obvious dislike I have with the world around me and out of all that, I've come to realize that the best thing to do is to stay put and not make a scene. The bigger the action the bigger reaction.
Just keep your head up kid. I know you dont want to feel this way and I wish there was something else I could do to help you out here, but first and foremost you need some peace. Just some time for you to sit down and 'be' rather than 'trying' to be. I know it seems like a crock of shit, but a lot of what we do is exactly that ; shit.
Absolutely nothing.
So why not make the best of the given situation?
Leave, go out, drive somewhere, take the bus, go out for a walk [catching on?] and leave the weight of the world and the problems that you have behind you for those quiet moments.
It's sort of like therapy and you're not running from anything, but rather, contemplating and strategizing what the next great move will be in this game.
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