I feel like being loud. I want to be the sky breaking, a hundred-billion shimmering bits biting the night.
It's amazing the speed at which time moves. I think about where I was a year ago and it's all so different now. Brilliant, mostly, and so different. Things were the same for too long. Now I finally feel that resistance starting to give. Still trying to get back in motion, something that's proved much more difficult than I expected, but I'm going. Getting things in place, all the cogs in place.
There's a lot of noise (there's always a lot of noise) but for once much of it's my own. I'm building energy, standing on the buzz of impending motion, working out a mind-blowing melody.
This is pretty neat:
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The video's creator, Ross Ching, explains here how he captured the images:
rossching.com/running-on-empty/ I wish the heat would finally come. The days have been mild, afraid of their potential.