into the white darkness
somewhere in the darkness i try to find the light...
Name: Lei
Age: 19
Favorite Quote? Why does it have significance to you?
"winter is another word for drought, only in a different temperature." -jose rizal
something in it strikes me. i live in a tropical country, where winter does not exist, and i have always wondered what would it be like to live in a cold temperature with snow. the quote made me realize that just like drought, winter is a form of absence. in winter there is no life, only coldness waiting for the rays of the sun to melt its captivity; just like drought waiting for the first drops of rain to quench its thirst.
Likes: music, manga, anime, art, martial arts, chocolate, extreme sports, dark colors, drawing, writing, painting, sports, mysterious/creepy places, food, snow, techy gadgets, computers, xbox, PS2
Dislikes: the feeling of being locked up, being forced to do something against my will,
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Why? i like painting/drawing or playing computer games or simply manipulating my computer. why, you ask? simple. i just like doing things alone. i am not that much of a social being.
Who do you look up to as a model for how to live your life? Why?no one. i believe that i should live my life the way i want to. it's my life, it's my choice.
Your best quality? Why? being able to learn things easily or the fact that i can accomplish a lot of things in a short span of time. talk about multi-tasking resourceful workaholic. i can easily work under pressure which means i can do things fast or even efficiently.
Your worst? Why? i don't consider it my worst, but most people say that i am too cold towards the world. they say that i don't show any emotion/sympathy most of the time... (and that is BAD??? like i care)they tell me i am apathetic...though, i don't consider it my worst, people think it is... so i wrote it here...
The world's not a perfect place. What would you want to change about it? Why? nothing. it's all pointless. there is no such thing as perfection. it is but an idea created by man to decieve others. if i change it, yes, it will be different, but there will always be chaos, maybe in another form.
You're not perfect, either. What would you change about yourself? Why? hmm... maybe i would like it very much if i can no longer feel anything, no emotions nor sensations. it would be better since i won't have to pre-occupy myself with useless feelings of this world.
Do you believe in people? no. i have lost my faith in people a long time ago.
In yourself? maybe, maybe not. i don't know. if i die today, it would not make any change whatsoever. so i say... perhaps time will come but now, NO i don't.
If you were given the chance to become one of the characters for a short period of time, who would you choose? Why? KRAD. there's so much emotion within him. for a moment i would like to release my own, through him.
Any
thing else?
sotto, sotto
(gently, gently)
hitomi tojiru
(I close my eyes)
kiete shimawanai de…
(don’t disappear…)
Name: Lei
Age: 19
Favorite Quote? Why does it have significance to you?
"winter is another word for drought, only in a different temperature." -jose rizal
something in it strikes me. i live in a tropical country, where winter does not exist, and i have always wondered what would it be like to live in a cold temperature with snow. the quote made me realize that just like drought, winter is a form of absence. in winter there is no life, only coldness waiting for the rays of the sun to melt its captivity; just like drought waiting for the first drops of rain to quench its thirst.
Likes: music, manga, anime, art, martial arts, chocolate, extreme sports, dark colors, drawing, writing, painting, sports, mysterious/creepy places, food, snow, techy gadgets, computers, xbox, PS2
Dislikes: the feeling of being locked up, being forced to do something against my will,
What do you enjoy doing in your spare time? Why? i like painting/drawing or playing computer games or simply manipulating my computer. why, you ask? simple. i just like doing things alone. i am not that much of a social being.
Who do you look up to as a model for how to live your life? Why?no one. i believe that i should live my life the way i want to. it's my life, it's my choice.
Your best quality? Why? being able to learn things easily or the fact that i can accomplish a lot of things in a short span of time. talk about multi-tasking resourceful workaholic. i can easily work under pressure which means i can do things fast or even efficiently.
Your worst? Why? i don't consider it my worst, but most people say that i am too cold towards the world. they say that i don't show any emotion/sympathy most of the time... (and that is BAD??? like i care)they tell me i am apathetic...though, i don't consider it my worst, people think it is... so i wrote it here...
The world's not a perfect place. What would you want to change about it? Why? nothing. it's all pointless. there is no such thing as perfection. it is but an idea created by man to decieve others. if i change it, yes, it will be different, but there will always be chaos, maybe in another form.
You're not perfect, either. What would you change about yourself? Why? hmm... maybe i would like it very much if i can no longer feel anything, no emotions nor sensations. it would be better since i won't have to pre-occupy myself with useless feelings of this world.
Do you believe in people? no. i have lost my faith in people a long time ago.
In yourself? maybe, maybe not. i don't know. if i die today, it would not make any change whatsoever. so i say... perhaps time will come but now, NO i don't.
If you were given the chance to become one of the characters for a short period of time, who would you choose? Why? KRAD. there's so much emotion within him. for a moment i would like to release my own, through him.
Any
thing else?
sotto, sotto
(gently, gently)
hitomi tojiru
(I close my eyes)
kiete shimawanai de…
(don’t disappear…)