AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Its been a really long time since ive been here. Not much has changed really. Still no job, no money because of no job, and no place of our own because of all of that. My life is just a snowball that keeps picking up more snow on its way down the hill. I just dont know how long i can wait for the sun to shine through and melt all the bullshit away. Me and rachel are doing really good right now. I just want to get her out of this house and away from all the other bullshit that we wouldnt have to deal with if we were out on our own. I know she would be so much more happier. I think we would be much happier. Its hard to believe that it could be better between us, but i know it could be if we were out of this house.