Life
I always say there is no exact answer to what is the meaning of life. But there should be a answer to what is the meaning of my life? I sit here and think to myself what is it?
I sit at home and I notice the difference of my lives. My home life, My college life. One place i'm relaxed and chill and not worry about anything and get bothered by everything. The other place, i'm relaxed and chill, worry about everything and get bothered by nothing.
As the final semester approaches, I worry about what will happen to me when it's all over. Which kind of person will I be? When will I start living my life and going on adventures? When will I begin to do the things I want to in my life?
2008 is only 9 days old. And already I'm feeling not so lost, not so lonely, but not so happy. I feel like in England I found myself at peace and I felt like everything was alright. And then as time has continued on in the year and now as the new year is here I have lost that peace. I lost that feeling inside of me saying that everything was alright and everything's going to be alright.
Maybe I am feeling a little lost and lonely and confused and worried. I'm beginning to think that this is all too much for me to handle and maybe I should just go away again and find myself again since I feel like I've lost myself.
I sit at home and I notice the difference of my lives. My home life, My college life. One place i'm relaxed and chill and not worry about anything and get bothered by everything. The other place, i'm relaxed and chill, worry about everything and get bothered by nothing.
As the final semester approaches, I worry about what will happen to me when it's all over. Which kind of person will I be? When will I start living my life and going on adventures? When will I begin to do the things I want to in my life?
2008 is only 9 days old. And already I'm feeling not so lost, not so lonely, but not so happy. I feel like in England I found myself at peace and I felt like everything was alright. And then as time has continued on in the year and now as the new year is here I have lost that peace. I lost that feeling inside of me saying that everything was alright and everything's going to be alright.
Maybe I am feeling a little lost and lonely and confused and worried. I'm beginning to think that this is all too much for me to handle and maybe I should just go away again and find myself again since I feel like I've lost myself.