Finally passed out
After 36 hours of no sleep, which I think is a record for me. I mean no sleep, no power nap, no cat nap, no closing of the eyelids. Just completly awake.
This week long for me, emotional and educational.
I learned that I should not listen to my conscience, and do as the song says listen to your heart. blame the fever on that one.
It was a pretty lonely time tuesday and Thurnesday (yes i created a new day of the week) Between 12 PM wednesday and 1 AM friday morning, i did not sleep. Strange thing to do when you're sick.
I wrote a paper which probably turned out pretty bad. I had a Jerry Maguire moment in the middle of the night. I was sick, I couldn't sleep, and I only had one thing on my mind. So I just wrote, no idea what I wrote. I found out, no surprise what it was about.
The whole Cory Lidle thing just had me so upset. I think it was because if it was someone I did not know or never heard of, it would still be upsetting that the tragedy happened. But, since I knew who he was (not personally), but I knew that he had a family, i knew that he was a good guy from his interviews. I remember I got happy when he was traded to the Yankees, it didn't really work out that great, but I don't think the Yankees really used him right anywayz. But, yeah, it just had me so upset. So, when it became 7:30 A.M., I went to the SUB for breakfast. Something I haven't done in two years, not since I had a 9 AM class my first semester. I grabbed the USA Today, New York Times, and The Record, I ate breakfast and I read every article that was in the Main section of the paper along with the articles in the Sports section.
So, I just have this feeling that life is short and you really do need to enjoy everyday. You need to enjoy the way you want to. We all have our own fates, but I think we need to live our lives with the idea that we have our own ideas of our fates. If that makes any sense. These first two weeks of October have been long and emotional for different and the same reasons. But, this week is over thank god. I'm back, I'm healthy. I'm alive again.
This week long for me, emotional and educational.
I learned that I should not listen to my conscience, and do as the song says listen to your heart. blame the fever on that one.
It was a pretty lonely time tuesday and Thurnesday (yes i created a new day of the week) Between 12 PM wednesday and 1 AM friday morning, i did not sleep. Strange thing to do when you're sick.
I wrote a paper which probably turned out pretty bad. I had a Jerry Maguire moment in the middle of the night. I was sick, I couldn't sleep, and I only had one thing on my mind. So I just wrote, no idea what I wrote. I found out, no surprise what it was about.
The whole Cory Lidle thing just had me so upset. I think it was because if it was someone I did not know or never heard of, it would still be upsetting that the tragedy happened. But, since I knew who he was (not personally), but I knew that he had a family, i knew that he was a good guy from his interviews. I remember I got happy when he was traded to the Yankees, it didn't really work out that great, but I don't think the Yankees really used him right anywayz. But, yeah, it just had me so upset. So, when it became 7:30 A.M., I went to the SUB for breakfast. Something I haven't done in two years, not since I had a 9 AM class my first semester. I grabbed the USA Today, New York Times, and The Record, I ate breakfast and I read every article that was in the Main section of the paper along with the articles in the Sports section.
So, I just have this feeling that life is short and you really do need to enjoy everyday. You need to enjoy the way you want to. We all have our own fates, but I think we need to live our lives with the idea that we have our own ideas of our fates. If that makes any sense. These first two weeks of October have been long and emotional for different and the same reasons. But, this week is over thank god. I'm back, I'm healthy. I'm alive again.