wow
ok, so I finally heard from him monday. Im relieved somewhat. although it seems to be that hes gotten himself in some trouble, dear god why do I gravitate towards the trouble makers? I actually believe him when he says he didn't do what hes been accused of though. Should I ? who knows, but in all reality hes never been the type anyway, I just could't see it. So Im just glad to know WHAT is going on. I still feel as if Im living a lie, torn between two worlds but what elses can I do? Is this fair to either of them? and yet, I haven't REALLY done anything wrong, but isn't it just the basic principle? ugh...