awake...again...
yes thats right I am awake in the middle of the freakin night.. morining.. W/E you call it. Im so feeling like vampire lately. Not to mention I just want to get outta here like no other. I miss my Celia! I miss My Jonny Cakes ( never thought I'd see the day eh?). Just Kidding, you know I love you Jonny! I want to have people all around and new people to meet. Im tired of this stupid metality here. The one that says everyone who's life doesn't revolve around Rock/country, BEER and the typical "country" family, is TOO differnt. Not that I don't love my family, they are great really, but there is more out there.
It kinda goes back to what Lisa and I talk about all the time, how even Mom doesn't trly appreciate some of the things we do. Like when we went to see phantom, she just doesn't get that that stuff is our lives... shes just kinda like .."oh, its pretty". But shed rather go to a skynard concert. NOT that there is anything wrong with that, I like Rock, I love country, I Like all the old originals about as much as I love Phantom and Les. Mis., but I hate being dogged every freakin time I want to listen to something like that. The same as I hate how Jonny complains when I feel like throwing on a country song. Is there nobody nowhere who doesnt accept that I like it ALL.
Same thing with beliefs and different people in General. Is there no one but me who accepts EVERYONE for who they are. I accept Mom and the boys for being hick, I love them just the same. I also accept the fact that Greg will never change his mind on his belifes, that he is always going to preach to me. The point is I know people from all walks of life, and I coexist with them quite well... why can't they just let me?
I'm tired of comments like " shes turnin ...whatever that term they used was" when I listen to something kinda hip hop. Or the same with "shes got that GAY opera crap on ..." when I listen to Phantom.
Im Sooooo tired of defending people of diffent nationalities, be it that they are joking or not, and Ive been fed up with defending sexual preferences for forever.. I mean, who cares?
Bah, this is just an in general rant, nothing specific, but really, Im so fed up with the way my family talks, I can only take so much of it. I love them, but I want to love them from very far away.
It kinda goes back to what Lisa and I talk about all the time, how even Mom doesn't trly appreciate some of the things we do. Like when we went to see phantom, she just doesn't get that that stuff is our lives... shes just kinda like .."oh, its pretty". But shed rather go to a skynard concert. NOT that there is anything wrong with that, I like Rock, I love country, I Like all the old originals about as much as I love Phantom and Les. Mis., but I hate being dogged every freakin time I want to listen to something like that. The same as I hate how Jonny complains when I feel like throwing on a country song. Is there nobody nowhere who doesnt accept that I like it ALL.
Same thing with beliefs and different people in General. Is there no one but me who accepts EVERYONE for who they are. I accept Mom and the boys for being hick, I love them just the same. I also accept the fact that Greg will never change his mind on his belifes, that he is always going to preach to me. The point is I know people from all walks of life, and I coexist with them quite well... why can't they just let me?
I'm tired of comments like " shes turnin ...whatever that term they used was" when I listen to something kinda hip hop. Or the same with "shes got that GAY opera crap on ..." when I listen to Phantom.
Im Sooooo tired of defending people of diffent nationalities, be it that they are joking or not, and Ive been fed up with defending sexual preferences for forever.. I mean, who cares?
Bah, this is just an in general rant, nothing specific, but really, Im so fed up with the way my family talks, I can only take so much of it. I love them, but I want to love them from very far away.