cause Im still awake...
yeah, thats right it almost three in the morning. Here I am again, awake. I just can't sleep, even though I went to bed at like nine last night and got up fairly early, i just can't reverse this cycle. I WAS tired, but now Im wide awake.
I hate the night anymore. and yet I can't sleep through it. I am tired of being lonely. I know it hasn't been that long, but it makes me wonder... is that what drives me into the arms of guys so often? That I hate to face the night without a pair of arms to hold me? If I had it my way I wouldn't ever be alone. If I could just have someone be my permanent teddy bear I would be so happy. but then again.. sometimes I DO want to be alone.
Seems to me that it must be when you find the right person, you never want to let them go, or do they just KNOW how much space you need? Is there really that right mix for me out there someplace? *sigh, I just want to find him already...
I hate the night anymore. and yet I can't sleep through it. I am tired of being lonely. I know it hasn't been that long, but it makes me wonder... is that what drives me into the arms of guys so often? That I hate to face the night without a pair of arms to hold me? If I had it my way I wouldn't ever be alone. If I could just have someone be my permanent teddy bear I would be so happy. but then again.. sometimes I DO want to be alone.
Seems to me that it must be when you find the right person, you never want to let them go, or do they just KNOW how much space you need? Is there really that right mix for me out there someplace? *sigh, I just want to find him already...