Apr 30, 2008 15:28
I'm starting to realise that there is this insecurity in me when I am in a relationship. I tend to at times misinterpret some of his actions, allow my mind to go wild, and think that he doesn't care about things as much as I do. I think my close friends should be able to see where this insecurity stems from. It's interesting how I have let the past go, but yet it still comes back and haunts me in a certain way.
Anyhow, I really need to deal with this insecurity. Thank goodness he is being understanding, and is perceptive enough to figure out the root of this insecurity. Nonetheless, I don't want to drive him away by allowing my insecurities to take over.
I guess the good thing about all this is that we're really progressing along well and starting to deal with more serious issues. I just hope that this good progress will continue.