sell out
i have noticed it more and more lately... how much power the opposite sex seems to have over all my friends with the exception of me. which could be why i am single. But i just think its bullshit. Sure, show your girlfriend attention, i am not saying that you shouldn't. But when you stop hanging out with your dudes all together because of your chick then there is something wrong. I have heard the cliche that when you find "the one" you will want to spend all of your time with that person. Fuck that. Because when you do that you spit in every persons face that got you to where you are and made you who you are. The person you love wouldnt even love you if it were not for the people who got you here today.
Maybe its selfish of me or maybe i just believe in remaining true to the only people that will be there for you when the bitch cheats on you or hell when you cheat on her. When it feels like the rest of the world has turned its back on you the only person that will be there is the person you turned your back on. Fuck it. Shit pisses me off. I will be here waiting till you get in trouble. and i wont say anything to you. all i will do is complain to myself here on live journal. So go ahead mess around just dont forget how you got here. dont take that for granted, because when the shit hits the fan, when you are at your personal low, you know that im the only thing you got.
Maybe this is why i am single. because i refuse to stop hanging out with my friends just for a lady. that even if i have a chick i will still hang out with the dudes when the occasion calls for it. oh well maybe im the crazy person, maybe its just me. i just believe that my time and my respect has to be earned through loyalty not sexual favors.
Maybe i just think its fucked up, you get home and have been here for 3 days and you have come up a total of an hour. I am the dude who let you live at his house when you got kicked out of your's. Im the guy who has been there through everything. This is the only weekend i was free the entire time you are home, i hope you enjoyed it. I hope she makes you happy but knowing you she will only get on your nerves. Good luck with that.
this post is stupid i feel like a little bitch
Maybe its selfish of me or maybe i just believe in remaining true to the only people that will be there for you when the bitch cheats on you or hell when you cheat on her. When it feels like the rest of the world has turned its back on you the only person that will be there is the person you turned your back on. Fuck it. Shit pisses me off. I will be here waiting till you get in trouble. and i wont say anything to you. all i will do is complain to myself here on live journal. So go ahead mess around just dont forget how you got here. dont take that for granted, because when the shit hits the fan, when you are at your personal low, you know that im the only thing you got.
Maybe this is why i am single. because i refuse to stop hanging out with my friends just for a lady. that even if i have a chick i will still hang out with the dudes when the occasion calls for it. oh well maybe im the crazy person, maybe its just me. i just believe that my time and my respect has to be earned through loyalty not sexual favors.
Maybe i just think its fucked up, you get home and have been here for 3 days and you have come up a total of an hour. I am the dude who let you live at his house when you got kicked out of your's. Im the guy who has been there through everything. This is the only weekend i was free the entire time you are home, i hope you enjoyed it. I hope she makes you happy but knowing you she will only get on your nerves. Good luck with that.
this post is stupid i feel like a little bitch