"I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy"-Eminem (When I'm Gone)
And you don't stop.
Thursday night I was stood up, and so I left her a voicemail telling her how I was being treated unfairly by her. The next night before going to Erich's party I called to find out what's up. She appologized and told me that she had spent more with her father than expected and that she also has two jobs and she'll call me when she knows more about her schedule. However, at the other end of the spectrum there's another girl that seems intrested in me and shows more enthusiasm when it comes to hanging out. As of now, I don't know what to do. It seems that the first girl and I are good for each other, chemistry speaking. Howver, the second girl and I are going to hang out in the near future and it seems like we have the same goofy personality too. I haven't chilled with this girl in years, and from what I remember I liked her back then, and I tought about asking for her sn and number but I was too shy to do so.
As karma would have it, what goes around comes around. Years a go, we did chill by ourselves for a bit, but nothing happened, however, that was at a mutual friend's party so it just kinda happened. Yet, since it happened the first time we met I say that this girl is good for me. I think I'll just play the field untill my mind has settled and I know what I'm doing. So let the good times roll, and if I don't end up chillin with the second girl anytime soon, then I'm going to stop the macking it and just give the pimp game a rest. I think that will be best for me, the first girl is just becomming too much work for me, and maybe one day when student loans are paid for, I jump into the comedy game, and the dust settles, I'll have a better idea of what I'm looking for. If the first girl gets a bf, then I'm going to collect the money she owes me from White Castle, and the hot chocolates, and the present itself. It does sound extreme, but even if I do not get a refund, it'l be my way of telling her I'm not one to be messed with.
So as far these girls are concerned, I'll just coast along with the vibrations, good or bad. I'll have to see what happens next. I'm hoping that things turn out for the better. Am I close to fnding closure with the first girl? I don't know, but to the answer we're getting closer.
Thursday night I was stood up, and so I left her a voicemail telling her how I was being treated unfairly by her. The next night before going to Erich's party I called to find out what's up. She appologized and told me that she had spent more with her father than expected and that she also has two jobs and she'll call me when she knows more about her schedule. However, at the other end of the spectrum there's another girl that seems intrested in me and shows more enthusiasm when it comes to hanging out. As of now, I don't know what to do. It seems that the first girl and I are good for each other, chemistry speaking. Howver, the second girl and I are going to hang out in the near future and it seems like we have the same goofy personality too. I haven't chilled with this girl in years, and from what I remember I liked her back then, and I tought about asking for her sn and number but I was too shy to do so.
As karma would have it, what goes around comes around. Years a go, we did chill by ourselves for a bit, but nothing happened, however, that was at a mutual friend's party so it just kinda happened. Yet, since it happened the first time we met I say that this girl is good for me. I think I'll just play the field untill my mind has settled and I know what I'm doing. So let the good times roll, and if I don't end up chillin with the second girl anytime soon, then I'm going to stop the macking it and just give the pimp game a rest. I think that will be best for me, the first girl is just becomming too much work for me, and maybe one day when student loans are paid for, I jump into the comedy game, and the dust settles, I'll have a better idea of what I'm looking for. If the first girl gets a bf, then I'm going to collect the money she owes me from White Castle, and the hot chocolates, and the present itself. It does sound extreme, but even if I do not get a refund, it'l be my way of telling her I'm not one to be messed with.
So as far these girls are concerned, I'll just coast along with the vibrations, good or bad. I'll have to see what happens next. I'm hoping that things turn out for the better. Am I close to fnding closure with the first girl? I don't know, but to the answer we're getting closer.