So i just seriously read a handful of these extremely ANCIENT entries
and OHHH MY WORRRD.
honestly now i can say that i miss high school. those times were so straight fucking bad-ass. my friends and i were such a cult. lol. bringing our pets to school, our guitars....saying stupid shit that was actually really really funny. we were a smart, dangerous group. search and destroy.
i wonder. this is a totally possible scenario...
has my brain been so disintegrated and molded from media and school and government that I can no longer process ideas and thoughts the way i used to? or did i just pass the point of no return? is it when you get to be a certain age that you just stop caring about what you used to revolve your life around? the switch was flipped on me sometime between junior year and now....and im definitley a new and (some would say) "improved" version of Brittany.
it's not life's biggest mystery for me, but it's still a concept i can't grasp...haunts my thoughts.
maybe it's just being able to control my own life. when your under a certain amount of authority from either parents, school or government, you'll always have this urge under your skin to lash out and gain control of SOMETHING, even if you don't know what.
but now...i can do whatever i want, whenever i want.
and i think thats my problem.
Who Knows?
honestly now i can say that i miss high school. those times were so straight fucking bad-ass. my friends and i were such a cult. lol. bringing our pets to school, our guitars....saying stupid shit that was actually really really funny. we were a smart, dangerous group. search and destroy.
i wonder. this is a totally possible scenario...
has my brain been so disintegrated and molded from media and school and government that I can no longer process ideas and thoughts the way i used to? or did i just pass the point of no return? is it when you get to be a certain age that you just stop caring about what you used to revolve your life around? the switch was flipped on me sometime between junior year and now....and im definitley a new and (some would say) "improved" version of Brittany.
it's not life's biggest mystery for me, but it's still a concept i can't grasp...haunts my thoughts.
maybe it's just being able to control my own life. when your under a certain amount of authority from either parents, school or government, you'll always have this urge under your skin to lash out and gain control of SOMETHING, even if you don't know what.
but now...i can do whatever i want, whenever i want.
and i think thats my problem.
Who Knows?