Feb 25, 2004 07:56
Why did Erin had to lie to me like that???
I still cant understand!!
Maybe she didnt want to hurt me, but it hurted me more... Im wondering if she even care that she hurted me.
When i spent time with her for xmas and NYE everything seemed so right, she seemed so happy. She kept promissing me she loved me... I proposed to her and she said yes...
Was all that fake? Or did she just changed her mind? Its like her lying about her age, why?
Its really hard because i do care about her and i do hope she'll be ok. I dont want anything to happen to her...
Feels good to type what is going on in my head, even tho nobody is ready the crap i post here... Its ok because it give me more freedom to write everything...
Got to go rest a bit