Feb 24, 2004 13:40
Today im starting to feel better, im still thinking she lied to me and i dont understand why!??! Am i the kind of person ppl are affraid to tell stuff to?
Anyway im getting over that and forgiving her for myself. Im am sorry to her for the stuff i did. I just sooo wish it would have ended differently.
I need to start eating... lost 17 pounds so far.... Even tho i had weight to loose i dont think this way is a very good way....