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Hey! I just got done watching the Notebook. That movie is sad and happy the whole way through. I made me cry a lot near the end. It's so hard right now for me. I hope the time flys by. I miss him a lot and it hurts really bad right now. I just hope we can be like them. I want the house we have dreamed of and everything that we have dreamed of to come true. I know he is going to be fine when he gets out. He loves me more then anything. I love him more then anything. O good I'm crying again. This really stinks. I know if he was home he would know how to make the tears stop. He's the only one who can stop them now. I can't get our story out of my head. I just remember all the times when he would be there for me, all the laughs, and all the hard times. We have been through a lot. I know that we can get through everything. We are strong together and will wait for eachother. I just know that we are ment to be together. I can't explain it. I just know. It's how the movie is. Just seeing him always makes me realize how much I miss him and love him. I know a lot of people don't think we should be together but he is the one that knows me the best and can make me laugh. I know that I would not be full/truely happy in another realtionship. I just feel like I am were I am supose to be. I feel like we will live a long happy life together and maybe have a kid or two. I don't even care any more if we have any kids. I just know that we are ment to be together. I have a story that I started about my boy and me. I need to find time to up date the story. I think it would help. Maybe I can do that next Saturday. I won't have to deal with home work. That would be really good. I know I need to work on it. It just is hard with school work and working two jobs.