First post in a long time
Hey everyone! Sorry I haven't posted in a long time. I have been busy. I have been working two jobs for over a year now and now I'm going to school and working two jobs. Other things have happened in my life too. Corey and I moved in together on April 9th, 2010 but I think I posted that. Can't remember. It's been a long time. I'm suprized that I rememered my user name and password. Lets see. I have a parrot named Orion and a cat named Jipsee. I love them both. They are helping me get through the hard time I'm going through right now. My boy is in jail and I'm not dealing with it to well any more. I miss him a lot. I can't sleep well. It's sad when I take a 40 minute nap. I never take naps. Right now all I can think about is the times that my boy has been really nice and really helpful. I remember one time I did not feel good and couldn't eat but needed to. He fed me. Another time I didn't feel good again and he pumped my gas for me. All I can see in my head is last night. Sitting at the window looking at his handsome face. The one part that sticks out the most is right before I left we put our hands on the window and told eachother that I love you and miss you. I don't know why this stands out but it does. Then as we were waking our separet ways we would wave through the other windows. The song that I is playing right now on my laptop is "All I want for Christmas". That so fits right now. That's all I really want this year. I just want my boy. I don't want to spend it with family so much. I just want to spend one Christmas with Corey. We lived together last Christmas but I was at my parents' house the night before and most of Christmas. I hope we get to have a Christmas of our own where we just spend time together. That's all I want. I cou care less about the gifts. I would reather spend time with him and the people I love. I just miss him a lot right now. I know I can make it through it but it's going to be a little hard. I just need my friends.