hmmmm . . .
this past week has just really gotten to me. dont get me wrong yes ive had a good week but im worried about my family. really worried. so please pray.
on another note everything else is going good, work is great i got a new car ! ! ! a black nissan altima, its awesome i love it. and jay and i are good. i just really miss him. alot alot alot. at least im going there this weekend. i have the best boyfriend in the world.
another thing ive been thinking about : I've always had really great self-esteem not cocky or ne thing but ive just never cared of what ne one else thought or anything Ive always tottaly been my own person and no one can control me or tell me what to do. but latley ive been realizing sometimes that can come off as arrrogance. it sucks that two people im close to had to point it out and to be honest it really hurt. ALOT. i know that my intentions are not to seem like that but i think i care so little about what other people think it may come off that way sometimes. its funny how to the people you are closest too and trust the most are the ones who can hurt you the most. just a thought. well kids have a great day ! love you bunches !
on another note everything else is going good, work is great i got a new car ! ! ! a black nissan altima, its awesome i love it. and jay and i are good. i just really miss him. alot alot alot. at least im going there this weekend. i have the best boyfriend in the world.
another thing ive been thinking about : I've always had really great self-esteem not cocky or ne thing but ive just never cared of what ne one else thought or anything Ive always tottaly been my own person and no one can control me or tell me what to do. but latley ive been realizing sometimes that can come off as arrrogance. it sucks that two people im close to had to point it out and to be honest it really hurt. ALOT. i know that my intentions are not to seem like that but i think i care so little about what other people think it may come off that way sometimes. its funny how to the people you are closest too and trust the most are the ones who can hurt you the most. just a thought. well kids have a great day ! love you bunches !