(no subject)
For a while there, I kept thinking to myself: "Man, tomorrow is going to be like today, and then the next day will be like the day after that, it will never be different and I'm stuck with the same-o same-o."
Its hard to realize that tomorrow is different, and that the subtle differences in life is sometimes the best parts of it. I think people get too caught up in trying to find fast drastic changes in their lives to make up the bad parts as fast as they can. I'm no expert on making everything perfect, nor do I want to, but i think that sometimes, I forget to realize how each different day, things are different, and things get better and worst. There is no ultimate high, but there is a self-preserved ultimate low. Its up to the person how dangerously low that level can get though, and in most cases, its easy to let that bar go as low as it shouldn't be. It's a horrible feeling to think that life can be so monotomous, and its a trap that i think I fall too well into, but to realize how beautiful each and everyday is, and how delicate everybody is, its kind of hard to stay in that trap. "Carpe Diem" they used to say. Eventually, I believe that life sucks sometimes, i don't get everything I want, or need. I feel isolated from the world half the time, and I become more cynical with every passing passionate minute I grow older, so i lose my trust in things like truth and beauty and honor. I'll probably never get taller nor will I yet to be the absolute best at anything I do. The weather sucks sometimes and so does no sleep. I can't please everyone nor can anyone fully please me (but do try). Even with all of that, i've come to realize that:
I love life.
(This entry was an excuse to not go to sleep, or finish my homework. Stupid school, its always the same everyday.)
Its hard to realize that tomorrow is different, and that the subtle differences in life is sometimes the best parts of it. I think people get too caught up in trying to find fast drastic changes in their lives to make up the bad parts as fast as they can. I'm no expert on making everything perfect, nor do I want to, but i think that sometimes, I forget to realize how each different day, things are different, and things get better and worst. There is no ultimate high, but there is a self-preserved ultimate low. Its up to the person how dangerously low that level can get though, and in most cases, its easy to let that bar go as low as it shouldn't be. It's a horrible feeling to think that life can be so monotomous, and its a trap that i think I fall too well into, but to realize how beautiful each and everyday is, and how delicate everybody is, its kind of hard to stay in that trap. "Carpe Diem" they used to say. Eventually, I believe that life sucks sometimes, i don't get everything I want, or need. I feel isolated from the world half the time, and I become more cynical with every passing passionate minute I grow older, so i lose my trust in things like truth and beauty and honor. I'll probably never get taller nor will I yet to be the absolute best at anything I do. The weather sucks sometimes and so does no sleep. I can't please everyone nor can anyone fully please me (but do try). Even with all of that, i've come to realize that:
I love life.
(This entry was an excuse to not go to sleep, or finish my homework. Stupid school, its always the same everyday.)