late night talks, texts, and songs tell the stories of my life right now.
'all hail the heartbreaker' by the spill canvas
*so tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures, and over analyze your words. the truth is that i've never fallen so hard, it's taken everything in me just to forget your sweater so far. and i can honestly say that i never ever ever felt this way. your lips, your eyelashes, your skin; these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin. i will sleep another day, i don't really need to anyway. what's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say? i will breathe in a moment, as long as i keep my distance, i wouldn't want to go messing anything up. so don't go worrying about me it's not like i think about you constantly. so maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore. i knew it with the moment you walked in to the door. so don't go worrying about me it's not like i think about this constantly. so maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore. i knew with the moment you walked in to the door. i let you get the best of me cuz there's nothing else that i do well. i let you get the best of me cuz there's nothing else that i do well.*
'so much' by the spill canvas
*how does it feel to know you're everything i need? the butterflies in my stomach they could bring me to my knees. how does it feel to know you're everything i want? got a hard time saying this so i'll sing it in a song...how does it feel when we get locked into a stare? please don't come looking for me when i get lost in the mess of your hair.*
*insert 'matter of time" and 'if i fail' by cartel here.*
*insert 'lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off' by panic! at the disco here.*
*insert 'bleed for you' by hidden in plain view here.*
*insert 'drowning lessons' by my chemical romance here.*
*insert 'i will follow you into the dark' by death cab for cutie here.*
*insert 'my heart is the worst kind of weapon' by fall out boy here.*
*insert 'red hands' by the dear hunter here.*
*insert 'fix you' by coldplay here.*
*insert 'jude law and a semester abroad' and 'sic transit gloria...glory fades' by brand new here.*
*insert 'devotion and desire' by bayside here.*
*insert 'turnstile blues' by autolux here.*
*insert 'our work of art' by just surrender here.*
*insert 'self conclusion' by the spill canvas here.*
there. i just gave you a list of songs to put on a mix cd if you want to know how i'm feeling. i suck at saying it like i mean it, so music is the only way i know. i am trying very hard though to be honest and get shit out so it doesn't kill me. i never really was a big fan of holding things in anyways.
***i want things to be ok more than anything. i think they will be. it just sucks that its taking so long. i guess it's for the better though. we'll make it through. i swear.***
what are your thoughts on the subject, miss?
'the idea is that you're looking at this girl and everything is wrong, but you know that she can make you feel like you are the only guy in the universe'...maybe? i hope so.
i gotta go shovel.
love always,
hassan ramadan
*so tonight i'll sit and pick apart your pictures, and over analyze your words. the truth is that i've never fallen so hard, it's taken everything in me just to forget your sweater so far. and i can honestly say that i never ever ever felt this way. your lips, your eyelashes, your skin; these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin. i will sleep another day, i don't really need to anyway. what's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say? i will breathe in a moment, as long as i keep my distance, i wouldn't want to go messing anything up. so don't go worrying about me it's not like i think about you constantly. so maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore. i knew it with the moment you walked in to the door. so don't go worrying about me it's not like i think about this constantly. so maybe i do but that shouldn't effect your life anymore. i knew with the moment you walked in to the door. i let you get the best of me cuz there's nothing else that i do well. i let you get the best of me cuz there's nothing else that i do well.*
'so much' by the spill canvas
*how does it feel to know you're everything i need? the butterflies in my stomach they could bring me to my knees. how does it feel to know you're everything i want? got a hard time saying this so i'll sing it in a song...how does it feel when we get locked into a stare? please don't come looking for me when i get lost in the mess of your hair.*
*insert 'matter of time" and 'if i fail' by cartel here.*
*insert 'lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off' by panic! at the disco here.*
*insert 'bleed for you' by hidden in plain view here.*
*insert 'drowning lessons' by my chemical romance here.*
*insert 'i will follow you into the dark' by death cab for cutie here.*
*insert 'my heart is the worst kind of weapon' by fall out boy here.*
*insert 'red hands' by the dear hunter here.*
*insert 'fix you' by coldplay here.*
*insert 'jude law and a semester abroad' and 'sic transit gloria...glory fades' by brand new here.*
*insert 'devotion and desire' by bayside here.*
*insert 'turnstile blues' by autolux here.*
*insert 'our work of art' by just surrender here.*
*insert 'self conclusion' by the spill canvas here.*
there. i just gave you a list of songs to put on a mix cd if you want to know how i'm feeling. i suck at saying it like i mean it, so music is the only way i know. i am trying very hard though to be honest and get shit out so it doesn't kill me. i never really was a big fan of holding things in anyways.
***i want things to be ok more than anything. i think they will be. it just sucks that its taking so long. i guess it's for the better though. we'll make it through. i swear.***
what are your thoughts on the subject, miss?
'the idea is that you're looking at this girl and everything is wrong, but you know that she can make you feel like you are the only guy in the universe'...maybe? i hope so.
i gotta go shovel.
love always,
hassan ramadan